ANA Y4 D146

Still silence. Let's see how long it lasts. Only thing similar to yesterday is another night of 7+ hours of sleep. Sleep may in fact be the key. The weather is also calmer again which might play into it too. Regardless, I am happy and will take it.

Worked yesterday. The internet failures did mess with me as I couldn't reach certain sites. Also messed with our payroll system. For those unaware there was a big AWS failure yesterday which took down not only major players like Facebook, Reddit, Amazon, and more, but it also took down a shit ton of little guys like our payroll software. Just shows how fragile this whole system can be. One outage and it falls apart.

Made ravioli for dinner, took dog for walk, watched movie. We watched "It Feeds". Pretty good. Went to bed around 10 because I need the sleeps! 

ANA Y4 D145

Finally silence. I blame yesterday on the weather to be honest. The pressure was insane. The humidity was through the roof. It rained on and off all day while being in the high 70s. I get it. Those are the bad days I can accept if they were more infrequent. But at least it gives me something to blame. Why silence today? I slept more? Sleep is the only thing I have been able to fully correlate this whole time. The more sleep, like real deep sleep, I get, the lower the chances of screaming. 

Because of the rain we didn't do much of anything yesterday. Laundry, dishes, cleaning. Made salmon for dinner. Otherwise we were in the house all day with a grey sky. Back to the grind today.  

ANA Y4 D144

While it is still here it is very faint. Like it wants to go away but it can't. This is what happened yesterday too. Around 1pm it started getting quieter and was really faint for the rest of the day. I can live with this? It's not screaming, just there.

I had to have a service guy out yesterday to fix our garage door. The gear controlling the up/down broke. He did tell me that our unit was from 2004 and that's about the life expectancy on these things. While he was able to fix the gear, he did recommend we look into a new one in the new year. I got his advice on which one and options and ended up ordering one. By some fluke it came same day delivery. But he told me to wait until the new year, call them, and they do a flat rate install. Okay. So now I have our first Xmas present wrapped and ready to go. Not very exciting, but funny. 

Didn't feel like cooking so we ordered a pizza. Tried to watch a movie but it was a stinker and we turned it off. Took dog for walk and just beat the rain. It started five minutes after I got back with her. Been raining ever since. It's supposed to go all day today.

No plans for today. 

ANA Y4 D143

I wish I had something different to say but I don't. Take it as it is. I might do a drain today just for laughs.

Had a weird dream last night. Was back in college. Classroom full of 20 somethings. Got into it with the instructor. Of course I did.

Worked. Dog walk. Made chicken for dinner. 

ANA Y4 D142

Oh boy still going! What a joy! /s

Same shit different day. Worked, had indian for dinner, took dog for walk, went to grocery store. 

ANA Y4 D141

Still here. Time to update spreadsheet. This is maddening. Drugs aren't working. Nothing is working. So tired.

Worked, had meetings, made leftovers for dinner. Dog walked. Nothing else going on.  

ANA Y4 D140

Back again. Stopped around 1pm yesterday so a half day of noise. I am keeping track of exactly how many hours I am getting of either noise or silence. I want detailed notes for someone. I don't know who but someone.

Worked, had client meeting, made ribs, dog walk, movie. 

ANA Y4 D139

Still here. Fainter today but still here. I did in fact start a spreadsheet. Out of 14 days this month 8 have had screaming, six silence. Not good. 

Worked. Made leftovers for dinner. Took dog for walk.

Meeting today. Have to look like an adult as it's with a client. Joy. 

ANA Y4 D138

It's back and really loud today. I ended up having silence yesterday. Glorious. But not today sadly. I need to put together a spreadsheet so I can give accurate information to my doctor at the end of the month. I have been on the meds for two weeks now with no change. I don't know what's going on.

Spent the day doing house stuff. Ended up in the kitchen for two hours making lasagna from scratch. We watched a movie. It was an okay day. 

ANA Y4 D137

So far it's silent today. So far. I will take the W and hope it continues. I did get a good night's sleep which always helps. Yesterday just dragged. At one point I thought it was noon but it was only 10am. Like WTF? It is starting to become winter outside so the color of the sky was solid grey all day. Made it hard to know what time it was. Didn't do much of anything until C got home. Then we watched some stuff, made tacos for dinner, went on walk, played games. 

We're both home today and we're making lasagna from scratch.