ANA Y4 D235

Don't want to talk today. I am alive and that's all you need to know.

ANA Y4 D234

Silence today. Only two days of screaming. Nice.

Worked on my new video. Finalizing today. Nothing else going on. Made little chickens for dinner.

ANA Y4 D233

Still screaming. Joy.

We cleaned house together yesterday. Nice to work as a partner on stuff. I rewired the living room stereo equipment. Made ribs for dinner. Not much of anything else. 

ANA Y4 D232

Back to screaming. Woke up from a dream and BOOM they started right in. WTF? I got all of one day this time. Joy.

C ended up coming home early. She got sick at work. Luckily she has the next two days off. We need to solve this car issue. I can't keep driving her. Made sausages for dinner. Blah blah blah. Yadda yadda. Just fucking shoot me already. 

ANA Y4 D231

Silence. Good.

Quiet day. More snow. Worked on some random shit. Made air fryer mahi last night. Was pleased with how it turned out. Took C to the dispensary. Went to bed. 

ANA Y4 D230

Screaming. Whee.

I had an interview yesterday. It was with the CEO of an AI company. It went really well. The problem is this is another startup. His product doesn't even launch until the end of the month. BUT this is the kind of thing I have been looking to get into for a long time. He needs someone to head up his training team at product launch. At the start it would be contract work only, but would lead to a full time position by summer. I could make this work. He sold his last company for enough money that he lives in West Hollywood. With a view of the Hollywood Bowl no less. I would be employee number three. If I can make it work shor term money wise, long term this could be the thing that sets me up for retirement. I know it went well because the guy who put us together sent me a screencap of a text. It was from the CEO saying "Thanks for the introduction, she is awesome". That helped the old ego let me tell you. My whole career I've wanted into one of these startups that will go the distance. Specifically at a high enough level where I get the payout. Took me long enough but this might just be the one. Five years at this company and I can retire happily. Just need to make it short term. We shall see what comes of it. 

ANA Y4 D229

My head is back and it is screaming hard today. Like making up for me having a day of silence.  This is going to be an issue as I have an interview today. Dammit.

I had my physical yesterday. Passed that with flying colors. Everything is good except of course for my ears. Nothing to do there sadly.

Snowed ALL day yesterday. Had to drive to pick C up and nearly lost it a couple of times. Haven't checked outside yet but it was still going when we went to bed at 11. 

Meetings and interview today. Wish me luck. 

ANA Y4 D228

Silence so far. It came back yesterday. I only had about three hours of silence. Let's see if I can go all day today.

The day was nothing interesting, but I did get a phone call around 7pm from my former ceo. He finally was able to get me and this other CEO linked up. We're meeting tomorrow at 3pm to discuss opportunties to lead his training group. Hopefully something will come of it. 

Today I have a physical. Let's find out everything broken about me shall we? 

ANA Y4 D227

Finally silence. Six days of screaming.

We got a repair quote for C's car. $1500 including the tow to get it there. We'd rather put that as a down payment on a 'new' car for her. So now we're going to spend this week looking at cars. Until then I have to drive her to work. She won't drive my car because she's afraid of something happening and she doesn't want to leave me stranded. Here's the positive - we worked on the problem together. *I* didn't have to make the calls, take the pictures, do everything. No we did it as a team. It's us versus the problem. We worked together, we discussed it together, we came up with a plan together. This is the way it should be. This is the foundation of a good relationship. Made me very happy.

ANA Y4 D226

Day 6. Will it ever stop again?

Rough day. Nothing we could do about the car since it was a fucking sunday which just stressed me out. Did laundry.Ordered a pizza.