Getting close now.
Got quite a bit done yesterday. We're doing a trial run of putting some of our material on Udemy to create a passive income stream by reaching a wider audience with our material. I spent yesterday doing conversions of our existing material to their format. Turned out to be easier than we imagined. Not easy just easier. I have more to do today.
Went on our walk. Made grilled swordfish burritos for dinner. A pretty decent day.
Another day. I need to find an ENT. I don't care what my PCP says, something is wrong with my ears. Driving me nuts.
Worked on classes. More of the same today. Made chicken for dinner. Short walk because of weather. Drizzling all day.
Not much else.
Two weeks and we start another year. Jesus. 2009. That's when I started this. 16 years ago. An entire life it feels. How many lives have I led in the almost two decades since I started all this? How many people have I been? How much have I done? How much have I seen? I've loved. I've lost. I went down one path just to go down another. 16 years.
Spent the day doing class stuff, had a meeting, dealt with the some prep work for a new client. Didn't want to cook so we ordered take out from a local place. Was good. Watched tv. Played games together. Went to bed.
Another week. Are we ready for it? I'm not. Another week of pushing paper, being stressed out, staying in the house. Oh joy.
Didn't do much of anything. Went on 3 mile walk. Played outside. Played video games. Watched some tv. Had leftovers for dinner.
Happy Mother's Day to those who celebrate.
I woke up from the shittiest dream this morning. I was back in an office. Had a team. Had no clue what I was doing. Felt useless. Gee, wonder what that means/
Boring day. Went on a 3 mile walk. Orderd pizza late. Watched some tv. Went to bed.
Saturday. Thank god. I need a day where I no thinkie. Made lamb ribs last night. A little fatty but otherwise good. Not much of anything else. 3 mile walk. Played outside.
We have a new Pope and he's American. There's something I never thought I would see in my life. I don't know how I feel about this. I fear it being used by the wrong people to justify their actions.
My ears are already going. This needs to stop. I wish I could live off the disability and that's something I thought I would never say in my life.
Time to pay bills and go to the store.
It was really nice yesterday. Nice enough we took two walks. C was off and we took advantage. I finished my new class around 10am, we went on our first walk around 2pm, our second at 8pm. Got in almost 7 miles yesterday. Made fish and chips for dinner. Finally a decent day.
Yesterday was so bad. I broke down crying at one point. I couldn't even see. These are my equivalents of people who have migraines and just shut down. Except they have imotrex. I have nothing. I had to get a ton of demos done. I am down to three. I will get them done this morning and can put this new class to bed. I worked from 6:30 to 4 yesterday trying to finish. Then we went on a walk. Made tacos for dinner. Please dear god, let me have a break today?
ARGH! The weather CHANGED AGAIN. It's raining. It sucks. My head.
Worked. Ate. Walked. Slept.
