ANA Y5 D28

BAD screaming today. Don't know why. 

Did a bunch of little stuff around the house. Chased two old asian ladies out of the yard stealing berries. Made little chickens for dinner.

ANA Y5 D27

Still silent.

With the exception of a brief window yesterday I managed to keep my head quiet all day. We went to a trading card expo yesterday at the convention center and there was about an hour where the noise was getting to me but I put in my loops and by the time we left I was doing okay. We went for our friend who lives and dies by his Pokemon collection. He has over 20k in cards. He managed to get 15 new cards without spending a single dollar. All on trades. He even got me one. A rare one of one of my favorite characters. We came back to our place after, had taco bros for dinner, watched Hokum, and then I went live for three hours. Went to bed around 11. Sadly Cat has to work today because she took yesterday off. No big plans for me. But hey, only three days next week and then we enter the birthday zone!! 

ANA Y5 D26

Silence so far.

Worked on stuff. Read docs. Streamed. Made dinner. Applied for a consolidation loan. Still waiting to hear back.  

ANA Y5 D25

Scream still

No respite from it this time. Just constant. I am so tired of it. I just want a break. 

Worked on my revisions. Sent them over. Caught up with my old boss. Made chicken tikka for dinner. Went to the store. Recorded content. 

ANA Y5 D24

Scream

Was productive yesterday. Got the next rev of my model and outputs ready to send over to the reviewers. I will do that around 9 or 10 this morning. Wasn't feeling well and just had a grilled cheese for dinner. Went to bed kind of early as I was falling asleep on the way home from work yesterday. Monday really screwed me up and I haven't fully recovered. Less than a week until I am off for my bday and one week until my next tattoo! Steam summer sale starts today at 1pm. Maybe some good stuff coming. 

ANA Y5 D23

 Scream

Yesterday turned into a bad scream too. I did make my hearing test appointment for July 6th. I also did some research into CIC and IIC hearing aids. Invisible, tiny, pink noise generation. Maybe I will sove this. Maybe.

Worked. Had leftovers for dinner. Went to bed. 

ANA Y5 D22

Silent.

Yesterday was long, interesting, boring, scary, and good all at once. I left here at 5am, got to the airport a little after 6. It was raining pretty hard and the flight was not easy. The plane was small, hot, and bumpy. It was nice not flying commercial, but boy oh boy not glamorous at all. We spent about 6 hours at the plant. Very cool to see the whole process like I did, but in reality we spent about an hour on the floor, the rest in a conference room shooting the shit. I didn't get home until 6:30pm. Made for a really long day. And now I have to drive right back in. Sigh.

Two weeks until my birthday. 10 or so days until I get some time off. 

ANA Y5 D21

Still quiet. Don't jinx me.

Mowed the lawn. Did more laundry. Cleaned house. Recorded videos. Calm day.

Off to the airport. Going to KY today. In the rain. In a tiny plane. 

ANA Y5 D20

Silence

Yesterday was better. Not great, but better. I got a lot accomplished. Dog to the groomer, grocery store, more laundry, cleaning, did a 4 hour live stream, made fajitas for dinner. Got the dog new elevated beds. She's been sleeping on the floor and it looks like it's hurting her joints. So we got her new beds to relieve her soreness. She is better this morning after just one night. Tomorrow I am off to KY. Bed early tonight. 

ANA Y5 D19

Stillscreamingbad headbroken badthoughts