It back.
Went to lunch with friend yesterday. Was nice. It rained on and off during the day then stormed like crazy last night. Fough the dog to go outside because for some reason she is a princess who hates being wet. Okay. Made pasta for dinner. Started new show. Played games. Went to bed.
Still silent. Go me.
More importantly, I got an interview!! Working on the when but the win here is that my new resume is working and getting me into people's hands. I applied Wednesday, got an email requesting an interview yesterday. It's not really what I want sadly. It's another consulting company. But if it pays the bills while I find something else, then great. I know the skills are a fit, but not sure about culture. I will go to the interview, see what they have to say. But my hopes are low. Regardless, I got an interview and that's the win.
C got home very late last night but I still made a pork tenderloin, we finished a show, and we played games. Productive yet short evening together.
Having lunch with a friend today and hair appointment tomorrow.
Blessed silence. I had to force myself to stay up until midnight and slept for 7 hours but it did the trick.
Applied to more jobs, watched TV, posted on linkedin, got my unemployment, went to the grocery store.
We received Merlot's urn yesterday. It's very beautiful. Fitting memorial for the baby.
That was weird. My whole window closed. Whatever. Thankfully it saved a draft. Anyway.
Same shit different day. No interviews, two rejections. Just got to hold on.
Still the same on all fronts.
We did get something nice yesterday. Chewy sent us flowers for Merlot. Very sweet and unexpected. Customer service at its best.
Tried a new burger place. It was really good. Made chicken sandwiches for dinner. Watched some tv.
Nothing going on. Another week, no interviews. Time to apply to more jobs. It was cold as hell again yesterday. Currently 15 outside. Getting real tired of this weather. Time change next week. That will be annoying. We played games yesterday. Hung out. Played with dog. Watched TV. Tried some new shows. A quiet weekend day. Now it's back to trying to find a job.
Still screaming. Welcome to March.
They dropped off Merlot yesterday. Of course when C got home and saw it she lost her shit. That was fun. We had pizza. Watched the end of Fallout. Let's see where this is going in season 3. Which will be in 2027 assuming we're all still here.
Cleaned the house. Like deep cleaned. Nothing else going on.
Head's screaming. All week,
Little better yesterday. C only broke down twice. Worst was when they called to let us know her ashes will be delivered tomorrow. That killed her. We did go on a walk finally. That was nice. We watched some tv and she was so exhausted she slept on the couch from 8-11. I played games.
Not much better around here. Day three of screaming. Still breaking down randomly. I broke down over a damn web page yesterday because I had to cancel Merlot's chewy autoship. Fuck me.
Had a good meeting with career coach. She's updating my resume even more. Have it back to me this weekend.
No plans for today or the weekend.
Not doing much better around here right now. C is still breaking down any time she sees something that reminds her. She stayed home yesterday because she wasn't ready to deal with work shit yet. I get that. She's trying her best but it's hard. That was her companiion for 11 years. You don't forget that overnight. Applied for more jobs. Cleaned the house. Not much else going on.
