Back to screaming.
Even though my head has been on and off all week, it was a pretty productive week. I have moved forward with my stuff, did some social engineering, felt accomplished. Just have to deal with my damn head. I keep trying to make an appointment for a hearing test but people around here seem to be incompetent when it comes to emailing.
Got paid early because tomorrow is a federal holiday. Now I can pay bills. Whee.
Made chicken for dinner. Went live on stream. Went to bed.
Silence so far.
Yesterday morning SUCKED. I knew it was inevitable but I finally got stuck in traffic. A semi overturned at 3am blocking the entire freeway. Took me 2 hours almost to get to work yesterday. I had to go 20 miles out of my way and take back roads in. I was so annoyed when I arrived. Luckily the day got better. I fixed my model and made progress. Only 55 home. Made chicken for dinner. Went to bed.
Still screaming.
Was productive at work despite my head. Got more tables added to my prototype, got my access to the DB, got PPE squared away for Monday, and had some meetings. Came home, made dinner, went to bed.
Scream
Another rough night. Tossed and turned. Woke up multiple times. Weird dreams. Hot then cold.
Weather stupid. Rain most of the day. Summer sucks. Only good season around here is fall. Is it fall yet? Didn't do much of anything. Okay with that. One week until I go to KY. This week should be uneventful. We shall see.
Silence. Was touch and go for a while though. I woke up a few times during the night. Sometimes they were screaming, sometimes quiet. The weather is dropping by 15-20 today and there is rain on the horizon. The pressure is all over the place.
Yesterday was rough. I had a million things to do and got zero reprieve from my head. Here's a list of everything I did yesterday:
That's probably not even everything I did, but that's still a hefty list. My head screaming the whole time. Around 7 C needed to run an errand and had me drive. I was just on edge the whole time. Everything was over stimulating me. I did somehow manage to record videos. Went to bed around midnight. Today I am doing NOTHING.
Back to screaming.
Was awakened at 3am by idiots shooting off fireworks. Tis that season. Morons.
LONG day yesterday. We ended up not going out. C had a BAD day. I had a boring as fuck day. Second day of vendor proposal/training. All I did all day was sit in a conference room for the last two days that could have 100% been done remotely. The whole point of this was for the vendor to pitch some bullshit software that my boss and I both know is bullshit but the non technical people are all excited about. It's a damn chatbot people, that's it.
We had indian last night. Went to bed. Taking car in for service this morning. Then grocery store.
Silence so far
Woke up around midnight to crazy thunder and lightning. Seems to have passed. Yesterday was all day meeting. I will elaborate more tomorrow after today's session. Made salmon for dinner.
Scream
The kid's grandpa passed away yesterday. I knew hom since I was 13. That's a long damn time ago. Must have been around 85 or so. Sad.
Was productive yesterday. Got a lot done at work which is good because today and tomorrow I am stuck in all day meetings. Made peanut lime shrimp for dinner. Streamed. Went to bed.
Scream
It kicked in yesterday too. During my 4 hour new employee bullshit. 30 people in a room. Forced socialization. Forced activity. It was hell. Pure HR and marketing hell. My social battery was drained after that.
It's hot. Real hot. Not happy.
