ANA Y5 D25

Scream still

No respite from it this time. Just constant. I am so tired of it. I just want a break. 

Worked on my revisions. Sent them over. Caught up with my old boss. Made chicken tikka for dinner. Went to the store. Recorded content. 

ANA Y5 D24

Scream

Was productive yesterday. Got the next rev of my model and outputs ready to send over to the reviewers. I will do that around 9 or 10 this morning. Wasn't feeling well and just had a grilled cheese for dinner. Went to bed kind of early as I was falling asleep on the way home from work yesterday. Monday really screwed me up and I haven't fully recovered. Less than a week until I am off for my bday and one week until my next tattoo! Steam summer sale starts today at 1pm. Maybe some good stuff coming. 

ANA Y5 D23

 Scream

Yesterday turned into a bad scream too. I did make my hearing test appointment for July 6th. I also did some research into CIC and IIC hearing aids. Invisible, tiny, pink noise generation. Maybe I will sove this. Maybe.

Worked. Had leftovers for dinner. Went to bed. 

ANA Y5 D22

Silent.

Yesterday was long, interesting, boring, scary, and good all at once. I left here at 5am, got to the airport a little after 6. It was raining pretty hard and the flight was not easy. The plane was small, hot, and bumpy. It was nice not flying commercial, but boy oh boy not glamorous at all. We spent about 6 hours at the plant. Very cool to see the whole process like I did, but in reality we spent about an hour on the floor, the rest in a conference room shooting the shit. I didn't get home until 6:30pm. Made for a really long day. And now I have to drive right back in. Sigh.

Two weeks until my birthday. 10 or so days until I get some time off. 

ANA Y5 D21

Still quiet. Don't jinx me.

Mowed the lawn. Did more laundry. Cleaned house. Recorded videos. Calm day.

Off to the airport. Going to KY today. In the rain. In a tiny plane. 

ANA Y5 D20

Silence

Yesterday was better. Not great, but better. I got a lot accomplished. Dog to the groomer, grocery store, more laundry, cleaning, did a 4 hour live stream, made fajitas for dinner. Got the dog new elevated beds. She's been sleeping on the floor and it looks like it's hurting her joints. So we got her new beds to relieve her soreness. She is better this morning after just one night. Tomorrow I am off to KY. Bed early tonight. 

ANA Y5 D19

Stillscreamingbad headbroken badthoughts

ANA Y5 D18

Still screaming

Why don't people around here actually respond to emails? I have sent three in the past week to different people and today is Friday with ZERO responses. Very annoying. 

Worked. Went to the store at lunch which was a mistake. The infrastructure in this area just isn't built for the sheer number of people that live here. Too many people and not enough road. The store was fine, the drive there and back was pure hell. Just too many people. 

Made burgers for dinner. Streamed. Went to bed. 

ANA Y5 D17

Back to screaming.

Even though my head has been on and off all week, it was a pretty productive week. I have moved forward with my stuff, did some social engineering, felt accomplished. Just have to deal with my damn head. I keep trying to make an appointment for a hearing test but people around here seem to be incompetent when it comes to emailing. 

Got paid early because tomorrow is a federal holiday. Now I can pay bills. Whee.

Made chicken for dinner. Went live on stream. Went to bed. 

ANA Y5 D16

Silence so far.

Yesterday morning SUCKED. I knew it was inevitable but I finally got stuck in traffic. A semi overturned at 3am blocking the entire freeway. Took me 2 hours almost to get to work yesterday. I had to go 20 miles out of my way and take back roads in. I was so annoyed when I arrived. Luckily the day got better. I fixed my model and made progress. Only 55 home. Made chicken for dinner. Went to bed.