Silence
Much better day yesterday despite my ears. Being home makes all the difference in the world. Not sitting in dumb traffic or sitting in an office just for looks. We made nachos last night. C cooked and I cleaned. Was very nice. New phone came. But cleaning old one off first. Therapy this morning. Much needed.
Scream
I spent most of yesterday pissed off. Pissed off I had to be in an office for zero good reason. Pissed off my head was screaming. I brought that all home with me and was a pain to be around all night. I need a solution to everything.
Scream
But it's because it was loud as fuck last night in the restaraunt. So I am not surprised. We had a great night. Good food. Good laughs. Good sex after. Not bad after 4 years together. I worked all day, came home early, got dolled up, we went to dinner, had a great night.
Silence
Today is our anniversary. Four years. Wow. Time flies. It never stops.
We're going to dinner tonight. We will go to art prize later in the month. Too much going on with work for both of us.
Off to work.
Silence.
Tomorrow is our 4 year anniversary. 4 years. Where did they go? I am not complaining. This is still the healthiest relationship I have ever been in.
C worked. I also worked in the house. I started moving boxes downstairs to make the upstairs look better. Got a lot accomplished. You don't walk in and feel crowded. Same with the closet room. I have more I can do, but not right now.
Not sure what I have to do today at work. Mostly meetings to start moving my shit to production.
Screaming. Kicked back in around 2pm yesterday. 36 hour break. Joy.
Took dog to groomer, went to stores, cleaned house, did laundry. Made salmon for dinner. Watched tv. Played games. Went to bed. C works today so there goes my sunday.
Still mostly quiet. Good.
Worked. C and I got into a major fight yesterday morning. The first real one in four years. Yelling. Really mad. We worked it out. She's overwhelmed. It's her job. I applied logic instead of compassion and it blew up in my face. We're good now. She got all her stuff done too. I am so proud of her. It all comes down to her job though. She needs to quit. Like now. Until then, it's a trigger. I just need to not pull it.
Dog groomer today. Joy.
FINALLY SILENCE. Even a short respite is a respite.
Worked. Worked. Worked. Made dinner. Went on walk. Taking C to court today to get her papers.
Still going.
I woke up at 4 and they were quiet. I should have stayed up.
We pulled our house off the market yesterday. We're going to focus on making it ready first. Move the furniture out to storage. Paint. Replace lights. That sort of thing. Then we will relist it with new pics. Hopefully it will go then.
Got some major shit done at work yesterday. More to do today.
Scream.
Sat through an entire day of AI bs yesterday. Long, tiring, annoying. C had someone have a heart attack in her kitchen yesterday. She basically saved them with her quick thinking. Proud of her. We went out and had a nice dinner because she was rattled and needed to go out.
Back in the office for more today.
