Tuesday, October 6, 2026

ANA Y5 D127

Scream not as bad as yesterday but bad.

Worked all day. Made dinner. Fell asleep on the couch from 7-8. Too tired. Need a break. 

Monday, October 5, 2026

ANA Y5 D126

Screaming BAD this morning. Like at a 6 already.

Went to the store, picked up a monitor from B's house. Played games Did laundry. Made dinner. 

Sunday, October 4, 2026

ANA Y5 D125

Still silent. Day 2.

Had my hair appointment yesterday. Cleaned house. Did laundry. Had friend over for dinner. Sat and talked until 9:30pm. Going to the grocery store today and picking up a monitor from B's house that she's had for like a year. Need it back. Last day of being at home. I shall miss it. 

Saturday, October 3, 2026

ANA Y5 D124

Silence

I hope the gaba is actually doing something. maybe. Yesterday was a big work day. I got everything I needed to move my stuff to a hosted environment. I have a lot of work to do on Monday. I also ripped everything off my desk and setup the new monitor properly. We also had a skunk friend sleeping in our bacyard. Not fun. Sandy got massive furs in her fur too. It was a pretty chaotic hectic day.

Today I get my hair done at least. 

Friday, October 2, 2026

ANA Y5 D123

Scream

Yesterday was not fun. I did work. A lot of it. But one of my monitors died. My main 32" center one. I ended up having to go get a new monitor. Happy but not happy. This year has just been one issue after another. Seriously. I ended up with a Samsung Geo 7. Still tweaking the color profile but it's good. Made tacos for dinner. Just got to get through today. 

Thursday, October 1, 2026

ANA Y5 D122

BAD screaming

I know why of course. Insufficient sleep. Over stimulation from the concert. It's not a surprise.

What an incredible show. Such an intimate venue. We were right on top of the stage. Just mind blowing experience.  

Wednesday, September 30, 2026

ANA Y5 D121

Still silent

Started the new meds last night. Let's see if I can break my own record and get three days of silence. I doubt it, but it's worth a shot. We ran so many errands yesterday. C got her name changed at her banks, I took care of starting the buyout lease process. We had to do these things in person and got them done. Good use of a day off.

Vet this morning followed by Chelsea Wolfe tonight!! 

Tuesday, September 29, 2026

ANA Y5 D120

Silence

Had doctor appt yesterday. Getting more xanax and gabapentin. Moving into trying to treat my head from neuor perspective instead of auditory. We shall see how that goes. Doing a week test.

Took dog for walk. Made cheesesteak for dinner. One more day until our concert!! 

Monday, September 28, 2026

ANA Y5 D119

Scream. Day 7.

A week of this nonsense. C is sisk. I am tired. Fuck all this. Just done with it all. 

Sunday, September 27, 2026

ANA Y5 D118

Scream

We had a good art prize. It was our fifth one and although this has been a rough year, our streak is unbroken! We left around 7:30am, got in a little after 9. We saw all sorts of cool art, had early dinner at a tiki place, came home, I livestreamed, we went to bed. I walked almost 9 miles yesterday according to my watch. Now to do nothing today.