Day 6 of screaming.
No blood in my pee at least. I got super antibiotics that seem to be working. Fucking up my stomach but hey no blood. Took dog on walk, did stuff around the house, played games, relaxed. Deal with basement shit literally, the house still smells.
Scream day 5.
Went to urgent care again. blood in my urine. basement is flooded with shit. house stinks. i am done.
Scream Day 4.
Sigh.
I thought we were making progress. I thought things were changing. Had weird dreams. Working in a deli. Then a car wash owned by a dead person. Someone's kid died too.
Worked. Made chili cheese dogs for dinner. Live streamed. Went to bed.
Still screaming. Don't like. Day 3. I was doing so good at new patterns. Big weather changes though.
Worked. Went to the grocery store. Made fish for dinner.
Screaming. Bad. I can't win, can I?
Well my application is hosted. I did it. I moved it to a useful production ready state. 4 months from idea to hosted. Not too shabby. Now let's hope it works in the field and people use it.
Made pasta for dinner. Watched stupid tv. Went to bed.
Light screaming.
Yesterday was a good day. I went to Sam's Club hella early. Was in and out in 20 minutes. Got essentials we needed. Came home did laundry. We wtached a movie. Made a good dinner. Had some fun wink wink. Just a good day.
Silence
Sadly yesterday's didn't last. I did hit a new record of 54 hours AND to be silent right away again is new. We might be on the right track.
Did yardwork yesterday. Cleaned the gutters, mowed the lawn for hopefully the last time. Did laundry. Cleaned the house. Made pizzas last night. We've really improed on our dough and crust game. Watched the final 2 episodes of Jay-Z in 8. Really good show. Played games. Went to bed.
OMG DAY 3 AND MY HEAD IS QUIET!
This is the first time I have made it passed the 50 hour mark. The gaba might actually be doing something! I can feel it trying to creep its way around the edges, but not going to let it!
Worked all day. Made hot chicken sandwiches for dinner. Tonight is pizza. Have laundry and gutter cleaning to do today.
