ANA Y5 D148

Silence

Quiet day. Worked. Planned our next two road trips. Had a good day. 

ANA Y5 D147

Silence. I wish I could call this a victory and say that I made it three days but sadly on the drive last night they came back. BUT I did get 41 hours of silence and now again. This is progress.

I know I don't write as much as I used to. It's because honestly not much is going on. I'm either working or doing house stuff. No adventures, no drama. Even B leaves me a lone. We go weeks now without talking and when we do it's nothing of any urgency usually. I'm no longer playing WoW or in the guild so no drama there. My stuff at work is moving along and I don't start or end up in drama at work. I have finally reached a point where things are boring for the most part. Now I have the same issues everyone else does - broke, tired, fed up. None of which is newsworthy or worth writing about.

Now, last night we did have fun. But first, I went back to the doctor in the morning. Everything appears to be cleaned up down there. Waiting for the full culture, but on the quick test, I am healed. We left for the show around 3:45, had a nice dinner, got into the venue a little after 7. We managed to get right to the rail. C was so happy. After Emma played, we left. We just didn't care about the other band. Nor were we vibing their audience. It was a weird pairing that's for sure. Very different. We were back on the road by a little after 9 and home at 11. We had fun, I recorded the whole show. Plus it was nice to be out and doing something.

Now it's back to work. I have stuff to do today, a presentation to the entire engineering group in Weds, then on Thurs my first industry conference. Busy week planned. 

ANA Y5 D146

Silence again.

Busy ass day yesterday. Groomer. Home Depot. Grocery store. Cleaning. Laundry. Yard work.

Tonight is Emma Ruth Rundle! WOO! 

ANA Y5 D145

 Silence again. Bless. 

Quiet day. Paid bills. Broke now. Still have hair and dog groomer this pay period. Don't know how. Oh well. Shoot me. Please. Maybe I can get hit by an amazon truck and sue. 

ANA Y5 D144

Screaming.

Bills to pay. Work to work. Shit going on already. I get no rest. I get no break. I am so tired of everything. I need a break. I need some breathing room. I need a small windfall. Just enough to let me get ahead. I don't want some super duper lottery payout. I don't need that. I just need a little bit of breathing room. Just a buffer. I have no buffer. And it's killing me. 

ANA Y5 D143

Still silent.

Yesterday was the first day where I wasn't in pain. No screaming. No burning. No nothing. I was so happy. I got a ton done at work. I was productive at home.

We ordered a snowblower for this season. We can't rely on our snow guy to get here early enough for us any more. It's going to suck doing it ourselves but we don't have a choice. Trying to get the people around here to be on time is impossible.

I had new boots arrive yesterday too. For work. I found a company that does TRUE WW and they are actually comfortable. Amazing.

Had my first user review on my tools. I have five active uses now. Have to add more features today. 

ANA Y5 D142

FINALLY SILENCE

Started beta yesterday with my first user. Tested 12 different AI models. Finally feeling better. I have e coli for the record. Off to the office. 

ANA Y5 D141

Day fucking 7. I thought I was going to get a break but nope. the shower triggered it.

worked all day. took dog for walk. made little chickens for dinner. off to the office. 

ANA Y5 D140

Day 6 of screaming.

No blood in my pee at least. I got super antibiotics that seem to be working. Fucking up my stomach but hey no blood. Took dog on walk, did stuff around the house, played games, relaxed. Deal with basement shit literally, the house still smells. 

ANA Y5 D139

Scream day 5.

Went to urgent care again. blood in my urine. basement is flooded with shit. house stinks. i am done.