Wednesday, June 17, 2026

ANA Y5 D16

Silence so far.

Yesterday morning SUCKED. I knew it was inevitable but I finally got stuck in traffic. A semi overturned at 3am blocking the entire freeway. Took me 2 hours almost to get to work yesterday. I had to go 20 miles out of my way and take back roads in. I was so annoyed when I arrived. Luckily the day got better. I fixed my model and made progress. Only 55 home. Made chicken for dinner. Went to bed.  

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

ANA Y5 D15

Still screaming.

Was productive at work despite my head. Got more tables added to my prototype, got my access to the DB, got PPE squared away for Monday, and had some meetings. Came home, made dinner, went to bed. 

Monday, June 15, 2026

ANA Y5 D14

Scream

Another rough night. Tossed and turned. Woke up multiple times. Weird dreams. Hot then cold.

Weather stupid. Rain most of the day. Summer sucks. Only good season around here is fall. Is it fall yet? Didn't do much of anything. Okay with that. One week until I go to KY. This week should be uneventful. We shall see. 

Sunday, June 14, 2026

ANA Y5 D13

Silence. Was touch and go for a while though. I woke up a few times during the night. Sometimes they were screaming, sometimes quiet. The weather is dropping by 15-20 today and there is rain on the horizon. The pressure is all over the place.

Yesterday was rough. I had a million things to do and got zero reprieve from my head. Here's a list of everything I did yesterday:

  • car service
  • grocery store
  • put away groceries
  • wash towels
  • clean kitchen
  • clean bathroom
  • clean floors
  • put away towels
  • wash my clothes
  • iron for the week
  • put away my clothes
  • make dinner
  • do dishes 

That's probably not even everything I did, but that's still a hefty list. My head screaming the whole time. Around 7 C needed to run an errand and had me drive. I was just on edge the whole time. Everything was over stimulating me. I did somehow manage to record videos. Went to bed around midnight. Today I am doing NOTHING. 

Saturday, June 13, 2026

ANA Y5 D12

Back to screaming.

Was awakened at 3am by idiots shooting off fireworks. Tis that season. Morons. 

LONG day yesterday. We ended up not going out. C had a BAD day. I had a boring as fuck day. Second day of vendor proposal/training. All I did all day was sit in a conference room for the last two days that could have 100% been done remotely. The whole point of this was for the vendor to pitch some bullshit software that my boss and I both know is bullshit but the non technical people are all excited about. It's a damn chatbot people, that's it.

We had indian last night. Went to bed. Taking car in for service this morning. Then grocery store. 

Friday, June 12, 2026

ANA Y5 D11

Silence so far

Woke up around midnight to crazy thunder and lightning. Seems to have passed. Yesterday was all day meeting. I will elaborate more tomorrow after today's session. Made salmon for dinner. 

Thursday, June 11, 2026

ANA Y5 D10

Scream

The kid's grandpa passed away yesterday. I knew hom since I was 13. That's a long damn time ago. Must have been around 85 or so. Sad.

Was productive yesterday. Got a lot done at work which is good because today and tomorrow I am stuck in all day meetings. Made peanut lime shrimp for dinner. Streamed. Went to bed. 

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

ANA Y5 D9

Scream

It kicked in yesterday too. During my 4 hour new employee bullshit. 30 people in a room. Forced socialization. Forced activity. It was hell. Pure HR and marketing hell. My social battery was drained after that.

It's hot. Real hot. Not happy. 

Tuesday, June 9, 2026

ANA Y5 D8

Silent so far

Watched videos. Had leftovers. Went to bed. 

Monday, June 8, 2026

ANA Y5 D7

Scream sigh

Had a productive Sunday. We did yard work together. Did C's laundry. Had pizza for dinner. Recorded some videos for the channel. Took a good nap. Home today, in the office all the rest of the week. Boo.