ANA Y5 D122

BAD screaming

I know why of course. Insufficient sleep. Over stimulation from the concert. It's not a surprise.

What an incredible show. Such an intimate venue. We were right on top of the stage. Just mind blowing experience.  

ANA Y5 D121

Still silent

Started the new meds last night. Let's see if I can break my own record and get three days of silence. I doubt it, but it's worth a shot. We ran so many errands yesterday. C got her name changed at her banks, I took care of starting the buyout lease process. We had to do these things in person and got them done. Good use of a day off.

Vet this morning followed by Chelsea Wolfe tonight!! 

ANA Y5 D120

Silence

Had doctor appt yesterday. Getting more xanax and gabapentin. Moving into trying to treat my head from neuor perspective instead of auditory. We shall see how that goes. Doing a week test.

Took dog for walk. Made cheesesteak for dinner. One more day until our concert!! 

ANA Y5 D119

Scream. Day 7.

A week of this nonsense. C is sisk. I am tired. Fuck all this. Just done with it all. 

ANA Y5 D118

Scream

We had a good art prize. It was our fifth one and although this has been a rough year, our streak is unbroken! We left around 7:30am, got in a little after 9. We saw all sorts of cool art, had early dinner at a tiki place, came home, I livestreamed, we went to bed. I walked almost 9 miles yesterday according to my watch. Now to do nothing today. 

ANA Y5 D117

Scream 

Was up at 2:30am yesterday. Made that doc appointment. Worked until I had to leave. Was in and out in 15 minutes. Pretty cut and dry diagnosis. On Cipro. Worked the rest of the day. Paid bills. Had pizza for dinner.

Going to GR today without the dog. Art Prize baby! 

ANA Y5 D116

Scream

Going to urgent care at 8:15. UTI. Lovely. 

Spent the day optimizing and refactoring my loads. Got it down to under 5 minutes. That was my day. Watching paint dry, er no, sql running. Easy confusion. Made lamb for dinner. Played games.

Time to pay bills. Joy. 

ANA Y5 D115

Scream

Spent all day staring at a loader. But after 9 hours I got everything working. I am running one final check this morning before this goes off to a qa server. Hopefully it will run.

Was so tired last night. Made butter chicken and fell asleep on the couch at 7:30. Crawled into bed 2 hours later. Just a couple more days and we get a break. 

ANA Y5 D114

Scream

I fucked up at work yesterday. I wrote bad code that loaded 189m rows of data instead of 18.9m. It was bad. I pegged server cpus, I had to stay late to try and roll it back. I didn't get home until 7pm. Nightmare. Got home and ate leftovers and went to bed. I was drained mentally. Here's hoping everything will be okay today. 

ANA Y5 D113

Scream

Worked, made char sui for dinner, took dog for walk, played games. Good day.