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I'm in a shit mood today. Started last night when we tried to go do something simple as upgrade B's phone. Normally when I do an upgrade I go into the store, pick the phone I want and bill it to my account. Well the phone she wants they don't keep in stores any more. The other one she liked you have to custom order which means you can't bill it to your account. You have to pay for it all at once and this is a bad pay period to be doing that. I got paid too early this month which means rent, car, loc, disney passes, and a couple of other things are ALL coming out of one check leaving me with about $4 to last until the 6th. The 6th. It's going to be a long week next week. But this of course put me in a lousy mood because I just want to be able to take care of my family. B then felt guilty for wanting a new phone but the truth is she needs one. Hers is barely able to hold a charge for more than 8 hours and is dying on her. On top of that the kid came over yesterday to drop off a present and she showed me her phone - the back is gone and hers won't keep a charge any more. She needs an upgrade too. Of course she too wants one that isn't in stock in the stores. Well they're both going to have to wait. A roof over my head is more important to me. Sorry, that's just the way it is. Then to make matters worse, one of my friends came by last night with an early Christmas present but unfortunately it's someone B doesn't like which just made for a real awkward night. Fuck this is too complicated and frustrating. I just want to go back to bed and wake up when I have to leave for Florida. At least I will be on an expense account that whole week and not have to worry about anything. Fuck me. I quit today.