Hold on, I am paying bills. Okay done. Not in utter panic either. I just need to be careful until August. No crazy purchases, no unexpected emergencies. I need to pay my car registration so need to take care of that next. It's not due until the end of July so I am okay for now. We have only one thing really planned for my birthday so that should be good too. Whew. I'm going to be okay. I have to be.
Today is a pretty major day for me. It is exactly one year since I started HRT. Can you believe it? A full year. How crazy is that? The amount of changes both physically, mentally, life has been insane. I never imagined I would be here. Plus in one week (less actually) I will have a new name. Wow. Well you know me, once I start something I do it full steam ahead. While I may not be happy with some other things, on this front, I am totally happy. Plus my relationship is hands down the most healthy I have ever had in my life. Despite all the things frustrating me right now, I know I have a lot to be appreciative about and grateful for and I won't forget that.
As for yesterday, nothing exciting. I would point out that the last four days have been with two really good groups. They paid attention, they were smart, they were interactive - everything I need out of students. Absolutely zero complaints about the students. While they have been long days, the students made it easier on me. See? I appreciate what I have. So there. Had leftovers for dinner because we needed to get through things in the house. Plus I was watching our monies until today. I am going to get some groceries today but nothing crazy. Just the bare of what we need. We watched a movie, Mid90s, played some video games, tried to get frisky but the pain was too much for C. But we tried. There's definitely a desire from both of us. Just can't do anything about it right now. She needs at least another couple of weeks before those kind of things can happen. Oh well. The want is strong, the body is weak. Heh. Went to bed around 11. Had weird dreams, but hey, when don't I?
Today I have two meetings, a webinar, have to pick up my hair, get groceries, clean the house, and start laundry. Nah, nothing too crazy. Right?
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