Tuesday, October 31, 2023

ANA Y2 D157

 Happy Spoopy Day!! You know what that means don't you? Tomorrow is Christmas 1st!! WOO! Yeah, there's something wrong with me, let's just move on, shall we?

Nothing of any excitement happening here. C worked, I worked, we had dinner, went to bed. Honestly, it was an uneventful day which is okay. I am going on 48 hours with no tinnitus in my head. That's something. Not even a minor flare up. The one thing I will always be grateful to C for is that. The silence in my head. Years of noise gone. It's indescribable what a difference it makes. The weight it takes off my back. I can't ever repay her for that.

More of the same today. We will have the porch light on and the pumpkins out. If kids come, great. If they don't, at 8pm, the candy is mine. Win win baby, win win.

Monday, October 30, 2023

ANA Y2 D156

I waited to talk about Matthew Perry and Richard Moll because you know, I was waiting for the 3rd one. So far not yet. Probably today. Has anyone ever studied this shit? I know it's coincidence as do you, but it's one of those glitches in the Matrix we all just kind of ignore. Anyway. Moll is sad, but he was 80 so okay, sucks, but not surprising. Perry though. 54. Younger than me. WTF? Heart attack in his own hot tub. Drowned. Just not cool. He also had major problems. Rehab 15 times. Died on the table. Coma for two weeks. He's lucky he made it as long as he did to be honest. Still sad though. RIP. 

Speaking of doing crazy things and surviving, I got on the roof yesterday and cleaned the gutters. I pulled the truck out of the garage and rednecked that shit. I used my truck bed to boost the ladder tall enough to get on the roof. Hey it worked. I'm glad I did it too. The gutters were fucked and it started raining last night. One less thing to worry about as we head into shitty weather season. Took me about an hour and I was able to leverage the new leaf blower. Success.

Made steaks for dinner and we got back to watching movies. We watched IT chapter one. Much more true to the book than the old version with Tim Curry. Long movie, but not as long as Chapter 2 which we now need to watch. Fun weekend in general. Have more CBT work this week and then for the next three Fridays, actual training. Woo.

Sunday, October 29, 2023

ANA Y2 D155

Had a pretty good day yesterday. I was sad in the morning for what felt like no apparent reason. Turns out, I needed more sleep. Yeah, I know. Here I am again with only 5 hours worth. But the sad isn't here today which is good. Or maybe it was a cycle and I am just not staying in the downs as long as I used to? Either way, I am doing better today. I caved in and ordered a leaf blower yesterday. Today I have to take care of it. I also have to get on the roof somehow and handle the gutters. Not sure how that's going to happen but I will figure it out. 

We had a date night last night and went out for Korean hot pot and BBQ. Really fun! We decided in the future when we go back, we would just do the BBQ part and skip the hot pot. It was messy and too much food. One or the other. We walked around afterwards and checked out this one place that does axe throwing, curling, and 'football bowling'. The latter is basically cornhole with pins. Weird. There's also a restaurant, bar, and live music inside. 

When we got home we set off on carving our pumpkins. Both of us were wondering if we would get any kids since it appears no one seems to realize TUESDAY is actually Halloween. It drove me nuts all day yesterday. Moving the day to the weekend to make it easier for fucking capitalism. Tuesday is when I will give out candy if anyone. Not a day sooner. Even C was lamenting how "in her day!" she would suck it up if Halloween fell on a weekday! She's right of course. Cracked me up hearing her complain about kids today. Okay grandma, let's get you back to your room. Here for your viewing pleasure, our pumpkins:

Mine:

C:


 


Saturday, October 28, 2023

ANA Y2 D154

An era has ended. After 16 years, my red fridge has died. I noticed when I got back from grocery shopping and went to put sodas away. It felt off? Then when I went to get one for dinner, they were warm. I checked the freezer and yep, dead. I need to deal with it today. Sigh. The last true thing I had from my past is gone. But hey, I got 16 years out of it. I will probably have it repaired, but not any time soon. First I have to find $350 for snow season. Which of course doesn't feel real given the almost 80 degree weather we had yesterday. We had to turn the damn air on. But this weekend? 55. WTF? Stupid weather. 

Remember those emails from yesterday? Got all that resolved and spent the day writing custom classes to fit into the time allocated by salespeople. Whee.

Made chicken karaage sandwiches for dinner. Made a mess but they were good. Served them with furikake fries and a miso salad. We played games, went to bed. C is off all weekend. We're going to clean and carve pumpkins.

Friday, October 27, 2023

ANA Y2 D153

Wake up to two emails surprising me with three days of teaching in Nov. No warning, no heads up. Not usually a problem except these are for things that are either impossible or don't exist. The first one is to do 2.5 days of training in 2 days. The second is to do one day of material in a half day. WTF? Fuck salespeople. I need a new job. Like now.

Recorded. Finished another class. We went mini golfing after. Indoor glow in the dark. I shot 1 over par, C did six over. Made Chinese noodles for dinner. God I am so done it's not even funny. Just done.

Thursday, October 26, 2023

ANA Y2 D152

I went and had a blood draw yesterday. I tried originally on Tuesday, but the lab tech never showed up. I waited for an hour too. When I told my normal girl who was there yesterday she was pissed off. She is like me - 2 minutes late is unacceptable. Regardless, I got my blood done. I had an IGF-1 test done. That's a growth hormone that decreases with age in the human body. It's also paramount to puberty development. When I met with my doctor last week, he said if it was too low, we could look at ways of raising it to bolster my development. In essence I would be resetting my body's clock to think it was 15 again. There are some potential side effects that have me concerned, but not so much that I won't do it. I love having an educated crazy doctor.

Spent the day recording, C went to work at 2, I had Poke for dinner. She got home around 9:30 with a pizza. I shared some with her, we went to bed. Nothing exciting.

Today I am finishing up the next class and we are going golfing. 18 holes indoor glow in the dark. We both need out of this house and it's a fun way to spend the afternoon. I have until 2:30 to finish class and then we are gone.

Wednesday, October 25, 2023

ANA Y2 D151

Tried to go to the doctor yesterday morning to get a blood draw but they never showed. I waited for almost an hour. This is a Quest inside my doctor's office so they don't control them and they were apologetic to me and the other person waiting but they were also upset. I don't know if they ever did come in, but I am trying again this morning. Just more of that good old Michigan apathy.

Spent the day prepping to record. Will spend today actually recording. C worked another night shift, one more tonight too. She did finally start looking for new jobs and applied to a couple yesterday. Let's see if they go anywhere. But because of her late night, I stayed up until midnight. Just to get up at 5:30. I am not functional right now.

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

ANA Y2 D150

Poor C came home from work sick. She had a coworker throw a tantrum and walk out right after her shift started. Why? Because she didn't want to make chicken pot pies. She was a teenager who didn't want to work. I know how I sound. But in this case it's true. Regardless, C had to do the job of three people, got no break or dinner and the anxiety caused her to throw up in the parking lot. She came home, I made her some toast with peanut butter and we went to bed. What really sucks is we had such a good morning. I started working around 6, and around 8 when she woke up she woke up "in a mood". Well I made the right decision to take a work break and we had some fun. Nothing like morning sex to start your day. I finished a class, started on the next one. C went to work around 2. I baked. Made banana bread with choco-chips and walnuts. Had leftovers for dinner. Welcome to another week. Did talk with one of my friends yesterday about planning a July trip for our birthdays. We will see if that goes anywhere.

Monday, October 23, 2023

ANA Y2 D149

Almost to the halfway point for another year. Jesus, how can it be almost November? I swear we were just packing up for our trip across country. In like 10 days it will be the anniversary of B heading off to Alaska and C moving in. Insane.

I did quite a bit yesterday. C worked and I did stuff both in and out of the house. First I cleaned, then i went off to the pharmacy. Still had to fight them to get my insurance info right. Ended up just using goodrx instead. Came out within pennies of what it would have been with insurance. Why do I even have it if it is just going to suck all the time? Got groceries for dinner. Came back, baked brownies. For dinner I did spam friend rice, orange chicken, and crab rangoon. Yes, I love having a deep fryer. 

We opted out of a movie last night. We just wanted to do other stuff. We've watched a lot this month and another night of ass planted on the couch didn't sound appealing. Instead we had other fun. Much better than a movie. 

More recording this week. Whee.

Sunday, October 22, 2023

ANA Y2 D148

Had a good Saturday. C was off and we spent the day just together. We didn't go anywhere but it was nice her not having to work. We watched Hellbender as our movie, made ribs, spent time together. Today I have to go to the pharmacy and fight them on my insurance. Sigh. Otherwise, nothing going on today. C leaves for work in 20 minutes.

Saturday, October 21, 2023

ANA Y2 D147

Yay me. I slept in a whole hour longer than normal. Woo. I am so excited. Yippee. 

Had an okay day. Had therapy in the morning, followed by doctor appointment. My doc appointment went really well. My normal person is on vacation so I met with the boss man himself. We had a great conversation about cats and how we're related. Oh yeah, my health is fine. Seriously we had a 30 minute appointment and 5 of it was spent on my test results. The rest was other stuff. Went to the grocery store. Came back did recording. C came home from work. We watched our movie, Silent Hill, had our dinner, went to bed.

Friday, October 20, 2023

ANA Y2 D146

C picked a really good one for last night. Smile on Amazon. A good mind horror. Recommend it strongly. 

Nothing exciting yesterday. More recording, we went to the Spirit store after work to consider costumes. Made dinner. Movie. Bed. Same ole same ole. Therapy and doctor today. Then finally a weekend.

Thursday, October 19, 2023

ANA Y2 D145

Tired yet again. One of these days I am going to sleep all day. I need to get a good full night's sleep. More than six hours please. Some day.

We got some disappointing news last night. Our planned comedy show for tomorrow has been postponed. The comic got COVID and had to cancel. The shitty part is the theater he is at doesn't have any openings for him until Feb 2024! I decided to hold the tickets and not get a refund. Gives us something to look forward to in 2024. Of course instead of standing outside a theater at 9pm on the janky streets of Detroit, now we get to stand on those same streets in the snow. Fun. Hopefully they will take that into consideration and let us in early. I'll let you know in five months.

Spent the day working on classes, gave a presentation, and otherwise did normal work stuff. After work we went downtown to this divorce webinar being offered by a legal firm. While the drive was a bitch and we were the only ones there for most of it, it was worth the time. I learned a couple of new things and now know the next steps. Very useful. Since we didn't want to drive right back in traffic, we had noodles downtown. See, this is the frustrating thing. When I tell people we want to move because there's nothing near us, everyone says oh what about Detroit. They're partially right. Yes, there are some cool places in Detroit. Our noodles were the bomb. It was a great dinner. BUT parking was atrocious, we didn't feel safe walking the streets back to the car, and getting in and out was a nightmare. Took us almost an hour to get back home and it's 21 miles. What the fuck? It was more frustrating than it should have been.

On the way home we stopped for milkshakes for dessert. Came home and watched The Thing. I enjoyed it. I feel it holds up well. C was okay with it. Difference of course is I grew up with the kind of practical effects and find them cool. To her it's a bit cheesy. Fair enough. Same way I feel when I look at the stop motion effects of the 60s. All relative. Either way, another movie down. Went to bed around 10:30.

Almost the weekend. Just got to get through a couple of days more.

Wednesday, October 18, 2023

ANA Y2 D144

Slept in a bit today. Didn't go to bed until about 11 and still wasn't tired. Laid awake tossing and turning until 1. C doesn't have to work so I said fuck it and slept until 6:30. Still not enough.

Watched Talk to Me last night. Meh. Didn't care for it. Just didn't do it for me. Fell flat. Recorded during the day. Made bbq pineapple chicken for dinner.

More of the same today.

Tuesday, October 17, 2023

ANA Y2 D143

Last night's movie was not bad. Scary but in a predictable sort of way. We watched The Babadook. I say predictable because you know what the 'evil' is the whole time. It's not some faceless entity. Oh, I just decided what my next pick will be heh. Still, we enjoyed it. But C did fall asleep on me. She is so exhausted lately. These early mornings are killing here.

I spent the day recording. We went to the grocery store when she got home and got fixings for dinner. We made lamb burgers with waffle fries. Not much else going on. Few more days and we have Stavros!

Monday, October 16, 2023

ANA Y2 D142

C is back in the lead with best movie choice. Or at least spoopiest choice so far. We did the Conjuring 2 last night. First off, is James Wan okay? No seriously. It feels like every movie we've watched that scares the poop out of us is one of his. He is a messed up dude, but in a good way. We were up until about 11 mostly because going to sleep after that movie was a challenge. Worth it though.

We had a decent day. I putzed around the house while C was at work, we went to the park for community day, we had dinner. Nothing exciting. We opted out of going to a friend's dinner party just because we both were socialized out for the weekend. We promised we would make it up to them. Luckily they had a full house so our presence didn't impact greatly. 

Nothing exciting on the agenda for this week. Good?

Sunday, October 15, 2023

ANA Y2 D141

Had a good day yesterday. We watched two movies to make up for the two we missed. Now we're just one behind. We watched Creep followed by Friday the 13th. Both were short so it was only three hours. We still managed to get into bed by 10:30. A good chunk of our day was spent at the salon getting C's nails done. She's very happy. First time ever she's had fake nails and in a shape she's always wanted. Very cool. We went to total wine and picked up some stuff. Made a really good salmon dish for dinner. Tonight we're going over to friend's house for a fall celebration. We're bringing some of the stuff we got at total wine. We can't stay too late since we both have to work tomorrow. We also have a community day from 2-5 today. Lots to do, no time to do it.

Saturday, October 14, 2023

ANA Y2 D140

I slept in by a whole hour today. Go me. I actually got a little buzzed last night. We went out with a friend, ended up at a bar and oh my. We started at a pho place, moved over to Hopcat's and I had one too many Blake's ciders. Have a little headache this morning but not sure if from pressure or booze. Regardless, I actually had a good time. We never see this friend because her wife is a bitch and it was nice hanging out with her. 

Spent the day recording, went out, came home. Nothing exciting but fun. Today C has a mani and then maybe to a pumpkin patch.

Friday, October 13, 2023

ANA Y2 D139

I have to laugh at something. I see all these people who are getting into their 30s and suddenly realizing one of the key things to being an adult - it never stops. There's always laundry to go, there's always a meal to be planned, there's always dust in the house, there's always a bill to pay. Welcome to adulthood. It's always something and it will be this way forever. You might get the occasional break, but nope, this is it. This is what being an adult is. Recognizing that there is always something. I started thinking about this last night. Today is payday (happy friday the 13th btw) but yet I am already thinking about NEXT pay period and what goes out today, what holds, what needs to happen, etc. This is adulting. Always knowing there's something. 

We had our first missed movie night last night. We finished dinner around 6:30 (Peruvian chicken tacos) and C laid on the couch. We planned on starting the movie at 8 as we have every night. At 8 my alarm went off and I went into the other room. She was out cold. Like slept through the alarm that was inches from her head out. I said screw it, let her sleep. We have to watch two tonight to make up for it.

Spent the day recording which is what I am doing today too. Gave a webinar. Today I also have a mentoring session. Tonight we're having pho with a friend. Catch up time. Then it's the weekend where there will be things to do.

Thursday, October 12, 2023

ANA Y2 D138

I slept better. Not great, better. We went to bed around 11 but I had strange dreams. All over the place kind of dreams. Not sure what was going on in most of them. Spent the day recording. Had dinner. Watched Trick R Treat. Went to bed.

Wednesday, October 11, 2023

ANA Y2 D137

I am not doing well this morning. Slept like absolute shit. We went to bed late due to not being tired. We watched our movie, finished around 10, but ended up staying up until 11:30. Even then I laid there until 12:20. But I kept being woken up in the night by noises, the cats climbing under the covers, general shit. I think I maybe got 3 or four hours of sleep total. Then this morning I have spent the last 40 plus minutes dealing with internet issues and spilling my pills. These bottles from the new pharmacy are the absolute worst. If you don't put them on like vice tight, any grab on them it comes off and you're chasing pills all over the floor. I think there's still one estradiol floating around.

Anyway. I was prepared to write something positive this morning. I noticed last night when I was doing my bathroom stuff that I actually like the face I see in the mirror. It's not 100% familiar to me yet, but for the first time ever, I like what I see. Only took 50 fucking years. Yay me.

Yesterday I got up and went to the dentist. Not because I had a problem with my teeth, but instead my toothbrush. Remember how I bought one from them? Mine started acting janky. I didn't know who to contact since I got it from them. The owner saw me, saw the problem, and immediately swapped it out. That's how you do business people.

Spent the rest of the day recording and mentoring. Didn't feel like cooking so had poke bowls for dinner. Tonight C works an evening shift. Means we will be up late again.

Last night's movie btw was Under the Skin. Interesting.

Tuesday, October 10, 2023

ANA Y2 D136

Last night's movie was Skinamarink. I have no way to describe it. It's childhood nightmare come alive. It's afraid of the dark terror through the eyes of a 4 year old. It's creepy, unsettling, and not for everyone. I enjoyed it. It got under my skin and stayed there.

Worked on recordings all day, made shrimp pad thai, brazilian limeade, watched the movie. Today C works, I have a mentoring session, and more recording.

Monday, October 9, 2023

ANA Y2 D135

I just woke up to the stupidest fucking email that clearly shows me that the people running the ship have no idea what they're doing. It scares me. I have not found anything yet to get me out of here, but I need to move faster on that. I am surrounded by idiots.

Cleaned house as planned. Made C sleep as long as possible until she just couldn't do it any more. We watched movie number 8. You know hold on, I need to make sure I don't miss any:

Day 1: Saw
Day 2: In Fabric
Day 3: Nightmare on Elm Street
Day 4: As Above So Below
Day 5: Malignant
Day 6: Saint Maud
Day 7: The Autopsy of Jane Doe
Day 8: Possessor

Okay. There's the list so far. Last night's was freaky and weird but not really scary? More of a mind fuck than a jump scare. I know what we're watching tonight and we will see if it goes back to spoopy for us.

Played video games, had leftovers. Nothing exciting. Didn't leave the house. Don't plan on leaving the house really the rest of this week. Going to hide inside.

Sunday, October 8, 2023

ANA Y2 D134

We finally got a true winner in our 31 in 31! Last night we watched a super spoopy one! The Autopsy of Jane Doe. Absolute recommend. Don't watch this one alone kids. It was A+. Oh yes, my choice. It's now 4:2 in terms of picking out good movies. C has had one bad one so far. Let's see how she does with tonight's. Sadly, she is in bed right now sick. Sleeping with the windows open the other night hit her hard. She on the NyQuil train right now. Choo choo motherfuckers.

I did a lot yesterday. Got my hair did first off. Very happy with the results. I toned it down, added darker roots, and made it more fall appropriate. Love it. Looks very natural and perfect going into the winter months. That took most of my morning. Came home, did laundry, cleaned a little. Not enough though. When I am done here I am going to go do a real house cleaning. Floors, counters, etc. The house needs it. 

Made chili for dinner and have plenty of leftovers for tonight. Tis the season after all. I got this house down to 58 degrees yesterday. Finally had to switch the thermostat to heat. I have it set at 64 right now. Enough to not freeze everyone but enough to not make me sweat my ass off. 

We watched movie, I gave C medicine and we went off to bed. I also changed the sheets yesterday and put the weighted blanket on the bed. As a result, I slept hard last night. That blanket keeps you in one place and does its job. Very satisfying. I would strongly encourage any of you to get a weighted blanket that fits the bed. We have a 25 or 30 pound which sounds like a lot until you realize that's distributed over a king size blanket. It's more like having 3 or 4 pounds on you when you sleep. Just enough. 

That's about it. Off to clean!

Saturday, October 7, 2023

ANA Y2 D133

It's the weekend! Whee! Not that it really means much around here to be fair (to be fair, to be fair...). Still up at 4:30am because that's our life. I am excited for hair day though. Going to be changing up my color a little bit. This will be fun.

Had a good day yesterday. Recorded and finished a new class, prepped for my next one. We took a break and went grocery shopping together. Had a good therapy session. Watched movie number six. Less horror and more suspense in my opinion, but it was good. We watched Saint Maud. Very interesting. Definitely recommend. Had leftover pizza for dinner. 

It's 45 right now and I couldn't be happier. All the windows are open and I have the house down to 63. I have a bunch of little things to do after my hair, but otherwise, I am going to enjoy the day.

Friday, October 6, 2023

ANA Y2 D132

I was up way too late last night and am paying for it this morning. Because C worked a night shift, she didn't get home until close to 9:30. We then decided to watch a movie and keep our streak going. That kept us up until midnight. Wow, three U words in a row. Cool. This wouldn't be a problem if I didn't have therapy in 90 minutes. Now I feel rushed. Plus I have indigestion from the pizza she brought home. On the plus side, we watched a good one last night. Malignant. Went into it with no knowledge other than the blurb used to describe. Really good. Walked the line of creepy, scary, and action nicely. 

Spent the day recording followed by a mentoring session with a client from Iowa State. Had leftovers for dinner and waited for C to get home. Not much else going on. Today, therapy, more recording, and that's about it. We're having leftovers for dinner. Her pick for movie tonight.

Thursday, October 5, 2023

ANA Y2 D131

The weather has broken. It is now going to be in the 60s for the next few days then finally the 50s. Fall is finally here. The last few days in the 80s have been hell. I prematurely put away the AC unit for in here and paid for it. But we got through it. Now to enjoy the cool.

Worked on a new CBT yesterday which I will finish today. Nothing exciting. Also have a client mentoring today, again, nothing exciting.

Made swedish meatballs for dinner. Watched movie number four. This one was okay. We watched As Above So Below. Some decent jump scares, suspenseful, but not the greatest. It had a 28% rating which it didn't deserve. I'd day more of a 60%. The plot is a bit thin but it gets it through. Not much else going on here. C works a night shift tonight. 4-9.

Wednesday, October 4, 2023

ANA Y2 D130

For movie number three, we went back in the past. The original Nightmare on Elm Street. Practical effects, gallons of blood. No artsy fartsy crap. Was good. Speaking of movies, yesterday was 10/3. You can either have Cady or Edward. Choose your fighter. Spent the day waiting for a 3:30 meeting. The result of said meeting was six weeks of work. I am happy about that. Going to be recording for a big chunk of the next few weeks. Easy work for me. I am not complaining. Starting on one today. Had leftovers for dinner. C took me to lunch at Dave's Hot Chicken. Today is the last of the hot days hopefully. Another day in the 80s but then it drops and by the weekend it will be in the 50s. Just the way I like it.

Tuesday, October 3, 2023

ANA Y2 D129

Took care of some practical stuff yesterday. First I switched homeowner policies. Saving $500 a year by bundling it with my car policies. That's a significant change. Especially given that my property taxes went up for 2024 and I was $300 light in my escrow account. Now I am back to having a surplus. Take that! Then I went and had blood drawn. Scheduled appointment nothing of any concern. I am curious to see my numbers as I am every three months. Starting next year I will only have to check in every six months. January will be my next time and should be my next pellet time too. Then I took care of open enrollment. Health stuff is going up $28 per pay period BUT I added dental. My health went up like $20, I took B off my vision, and added dental. Net change is $28 for more coverage. Okay. I can handle. No change in my health policy. Still have a PPO with a $1500 deductible. Still have enough life insurance to cover the house and life in case of an emergency. Practical type of day.

Made country style ribs for dinner. Slow cooked and served with mac and cheese. Came out pretty good if I do say so myself.

Worked on a few minor things. Awaiting some direction which I should get today. C is off again. Tomorrow we're back to the 4:30 grind.

Watched movie number 2 of 31 for spoopy season. This time In Fabric. Interesting to say the least. About a cursed dress but even though it was a recent movie it was made to be in the 70s and paid homage to every weird bizarre 70s horror movie. Tonight's choice will be a good basic hack and slash. We're trading off who chooses and it's my turn tonight.

Monday, October 2, 2023

ANA Y2 D128

This morning is off to an interesting start. C doesn't work today so I decided to sleep in a bit. All of 6:30 but hey it's better than 4:30. I go into the office and Merlot has a toy. Except it's not. She caught her first winter mouse. Lovely. 

Yesterday was okay. I had lunch with B to go over finances and everything seemed fine. But when they got home they started nitpicking every little detail and it's like fuck it, I don't want to argue with you. I will take on everything if it means we're done. Just go. Oh and apparently A bought a laundry mat. What? Yeah. 

We started spoopy season off right. Watched the original Saw. One spoopy movie a night for the entire month. That's the goal. Had soup for dinner even though it's 900 degrees outside. Fuck this world.

Today I have to change house insurance and do open enrollment for my health insurance. Fun times ahead.

Sunday, October 1, 2023

ANA Y2 D127

And last night we learned why I don't do drugs any more. I am too weak for today's insane strains and blends. A few hits off one joint and I was gone. I also ended up throwing up and passing out at 9:15. Drugs are not my friend. Sigh.

Got up with C and did all the things. First I went to the grocery store and got the final ingredients for both dinner, and to make mushroom soup. Came back, made said soup. Then I put away laundry and worked on cleaning the laundry room. Then I cleaned the house in anticipation of our friend coming over. When C got home from work, she wanted to go to the dispensary. She joked that she had never seen me high. I told her it wouldn't be exciting and I would just get floopy then want to go to bed. She bought a pre-rolled to test this theory out. Okay, your $6. 

Got back home and started prepping dinner. Our friend arrived at 6, we ate, hung out, then smoked that pre-rolled. Nope. Immediately I was out of it. He left around 9 and I was like, going to bed. C thought I was crazy but I was serious. As I was getting ready I knew it was going to get nasty. Ended up throwing up everything. Oh well. I just can't take drugs any more. Not a bad thing, but I felt bad for C. I was in bed and passed out by 9:30 on a Saturday. Granted we would have gone to bed by 10:30 at the latest because she is up for work, but still. I put a damper on the whole evening. No more. That's one thing I can cross off my list of acceptable behavior. So ends an era. 

Today C works and I have lunch with B. Meeting up to go over numbers and hand shit off. I have to finalize my spreadsheet for them. This will be the first month I don't pay her car or insurance. Thank the gods. Other than that, no plans for the day.