YesterDAY was good. YesterNIGHT not so much. During the day I cleaned out the fridge, cleaned the kitchen, hung two shelves, played animal crossing, put my new Legos away, cleaned the cat room, did dishes, took out all the garbage, ordered a new filter for the fridge, starting prepping to put Xmas away, and basically did a shit ton of chores. Felt very productive. Then I had to deal with B.
This is getting bad people. Like real bad. She had a complete and utter breakdown last night and once again I had to hide and lock all the meds in my office. I refused to leave her side for like six hours and kept waking up every hour to make sure she was still in bed and not doing something stupid.
The issue is with one of her best friends, who also happens to be her dealer. He is flat out refusing to get vaccinated because he just doesn't want to. That's it. Laziness and stupidity. No other reason. This is killing B. See, this friend is already a health risk. He is severely overweight with lung and heart problems. He should be on a CPAP when he sleeps. If he gets COVID, odds are he is not making it. B's brain takes that and runs. Complete and utter breakdown last night. I am mentally and emotionally exhausted from all this. Her fucking doctor is still on maternity leave and I won't put her through the pain of being checked in somewhere because the American health plan is drugs drugs drugs. Not what is needed. What's needed is for the 38% of Americans who are still walking around like nothing is happening to grow the fuck up. What's needed is for this country to be shut down and not be slaves to CEOs who have manipulated the CDC to their will. You think you have a "labor shortage" now? Wait until another million die.
I am so done.
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