I don't want to be awake today. I don't want to type today. Nothing exciting happened yesterday other than my brain short circuiting and I had a bit of a breakdown. It wasn't anything out of the ordinary. Just everything got to me all at once. B, the weather, work - all just went bleh in my head. I didn't want to talk or be human. I still made dinner. I still did my work. Because what else do I do? C helped me through it. I said this the last time I broke down that without them, these episodes usually lasted days, now they last hours. For that I am grateful. It doesn't mean my stupid brain has stopped. It just means I bounce back faster.
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