I have to keep going. I keep going for her. The way she looks at me, the way she believes in me. I can't let her down. She inspires me to do this yet again another day. Without her I wouldn't make it. It may sound childish or cliche but it's true. We all need something to hold on to in this world and she has become my pillar. The one person I don't want to leave. The light I can turn to when it gets so dark around me. I will fight. I will survive if for no other reason than to not see her sad.
I struggled yesterday to stay afloat. The walls felt closer, but there she was. Her smile. Her touch. Her telling me we will make it. Not me, we. We will get through this period somehow, someway. We will get through it together. I have a partner. I have someone who is truly standing by me and not running or asking me to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders alone.
It's going to be hard, but I will make it one way or another.
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