It's amazing how much lighter I feel with the news that stupidhead is finally moving forward. The light at the end of the tunnel is growing larger and it just might not be a train after all. It might be the way out. Also it took a full goddamn week but I think the cat is showing signs of turning around as well. Her appetite is back, she is being vocal again, and so far, so far, there haven't been any blood pee pools. So who knows, is it possible I once again survived?
We've been watching fringe and we're on season 4 where the two universes have pretty much come together. It makes you think about the choices you've made and how you might be different based on just one little thing. What if I hadn't married X1? What if I had transitioned sooner? You can't play what if without getting frustrated, but it does make you ponder.
C worked from 6-12 yesterday and today, I did busy work yesterday but teach 11 to fucking 7 today. Whee. Horrible time slot. I fucking hate it. Tomorrow is the same. Then 10-6 on Thursday. Fuck this week. Not for any other reason than that. I am two weeks away from going to WI. Very nervous about it but also excited because I can be back on the road.
Time to get ready. Only 5 1/2 hours until class starts.
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