I am up early because I have to be onsite at a client today locally. Weird concept. It's been so long since I have been home and have had to leave the house. It's an all day mentoring gig for folks who needed someone local. I am okay with this, but at the same time I prefer nice scripted material. I hate walking into something blind. It puts me on the spot to deliver. I don't like that.
Spent the day yesterday waiting for my east coast client to send changes. That pissed me off because the bulk of them came later in the day and they were still asking for changes as of 9:30 last night. Have a little respect for people's personal time. Is that asking so much?
On a side note, I have been trying to be more factual and less emotional in these entries to avoid having people tell me I am whining or it will get better. But the truth is for the last week or so I have been back in a funk. A bad one too. I just feel like I will be alone forever. I know for some of you that's sounds like Nirvana but to me it's Hell. Pure and simple. I am slowly descending into Hell in my mind.
And maybe I deserve it.
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