Y5 D65

Let's not talk about minutia today. Let's dive deep into the psyche and examine the good stuff. Peel back the layers like an onion and really dig under the surface to see what's REALLY going on with me lately.

Ready for it? Not a fucking thing. Seriously. I am doing really well. Mentally, emotionally, and even physically. I don't know why, but I am. Maybe because I have found someone who really does make me feel good about myself? Someone who complements me and makes me feel more whole than when she isn't around? Maybe because I see lights at the end of all the tunnels financially? Who the fuck knows. All I know is for the most part, I feel pretty damn good about myself and I ain't complaining for once. Even work is going alright.

Yesterday was a pretty decent day. Started out a little rough. I ended up sleeping on the couch after the show the other night. Not because of anything B did or vice versa. When we got home from the show she went right to bed. I stayed up for a little while and realized I just wasn't tired yet. That caused me to fall asleep on the damn couch at 6 until 10. She got up around 11:30 and was worried that I slept out there because she had been cranky on the way home. Nope. All good babe.

We then went out and ran a couple of errands. I had a gift card for Best Buy so we picked up Sims Pets. At some point I want ALL the damn add-ons just because. I want to have a rockstar werewolf in 70s clothes who goes to college on an island with his pet hamster and throws snowballs! (That would be Showtime, Supernatural, 70's stuff, University Life, Island Paradise, Pets, and Seasons right there.) We also stopped at Home Goods because I needed a couple of pans for baking. I found what I wanted cheap. We stopped at In N Out for lunch. She enjoyed but didn't love but that was acknowledged by her as being her fault because of what she ordered.

Afterwards we came home, she played Sims while I made pineapple cakes. We took the cakes and headed over to our director's house for a prop building session and rehearsal. From 4-7 we built props, then we broke for dinner. Dinner turned out to be an adventure and I got pissed off. There were nine of us and we were on different checks which seemed to confuse the hell out of the guy at the Thai place. I ended up having to complain to the owner who in turn gave us free desserts for the table. However, I ended up not eating what I ordered because it didn't come in time. Lunch today.

Got back to the house and there were more people there ready for rehearsal. While that was annoying it was uneventful in the grand scheme of things. Got home around 11 and went to bed.

Light week this week. Couple of client meetings, some doc writing, and prep for a full week of training next week. Today shall be laundry day!