Y13 D3

B lost an axie. One of the rescues. Had a parasite. 3:28am. Now of course they're awake and sad at 6am. Happy Saturday.

Got my haircut. Well sort of. It was mostly a $100 product buying how to take care of my hair lesson. She took less than an inch off the back and barely touched the sides. It is more even now for sure. I don't have a V in the back any more. All one length. It was also a major anxiety trigger. Too many people, too small a space. The worst part was the shampoo. Another human being right next to me and touching me? Fuck that. The poor girl must have thought she did something wrong because the whole time I was stiff as a board with tension. 

Got groceries bought. Meals are lined up for the week. Keep thinking it's Sunday. It's not. Swapped out the propane tank finally. 

It rained all day yesterday. So bad we had to turn on the fucking heat. The "high" was 45. 

So done. I think it's gonna rain on the day that I die.