Look, I know I haven't been saying much lately. I just haven't felt like talking. I am in a funk. I am tired of dealing with the same shit (literally) every day right now. Every morning it's the same thing - clean up piss and shit from the cats that can't hit the litter box, kill three hours until I can even think about getting ready for class, lose my entire fucking day teaching to a bunch of people who don't want to be there for 9 hours, be too exhausted to eat afterwards but know I have to, get indigestion from eating too late, go to bed. That literally is my life right now and will stay that way for three fucking weeks straight. My voice hurts, my head hurts, and I'm done. I am so tired it's not even funny. I get a break in December but dear god I don't think I can make it that long. I am frustrated with finances, with people, with everything. Add to that my therapist is out of town and I don't get an appointment this week. So good times to be had all across the board.
And on top of everything else, Gunther is dead. Fuck this planet in general.
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