Thursday, August 8, 2024

ANA Y3 D72

I thought I was going to die yesterday. Seriously. The day was going pretty normal and around 3pm I started feeling a little pain in my back. I couldn't tell if it was my back or stomach at that point. The pain was in my lower back region but felt like it was moving around to my stomach depending on my position. By 5pm I was on the floor crying. I couldn't get comfortable, I couldn't move. I was switching between bed, floor, and couch every 30 seconds to try and find a position where I wasn't in agony. C had to go to work and felt so guilty for leaving me. But there wasn't anything she could have done anyway. I was just fucked. Around 7pm with tears running down my face, I ripped out our "old box of meds" that we keep around for just such emergencies. I found some old hydrocodone tablets and immediately took two. Anything would be better than the pain I was in. Luckily they knocked me out until about 9 when C got home. I was still in pain but it was a dull thob at that point. I have never had back pain like this. I was almost to the point where I was going to have her take me to the ER. But I didn't want them to think I was a druggie just looking for a scrip. I honestly felt like I would never walk again at one point last night. I managed to fall asleep around 11pm ready to get back up in the middle of the night and take more drugs. Luckily this morning I am functional. There's still a dull throb but I can move. I hope to god this doesn't come back today.

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