ANA Y3 D166

I know I haven't said much lately. It's been a chaotic hectic time in history. Tensions are high. Nerves are raw. There's just a lot going on to process. Sadly, I placed an order yesterday for a shotgun. This is the second time in my life where I felt the need to have a weapon on the premises to protect myself and my family. I don't like that. I would have liked to never have to do that again. But here we are. Sadly I will sleep better knowing it's in the house. Next up are wired cameras around the house. At least a couple mounted inside pointed out. My home is now becoming a barricade. This is what the world has driven us to around here. Things are only going to get progressively worse I fear.

I did have a productive day yesterday. I went to the store before C left for work. Then I mowed and mulched the front lawn. Made brownies. Made soup. Ordered a shotgun. Cleaned the house. Did laundry. Need to do the sheets today. Once again, trying to live a normal life while Rome burns is hard. But I have to survive. Survival sometimes is boring. It's getting out of bed and washing the sheets. It's paying bills and walking the dog. We did 3 miles with her last night. 

May your days be better than mine right now.

ANA Y3 D165

Taught all day. Got sushi for dinner. Exhausted. Went on thre emile walk anyway. Up early to go store before C goes to work. Another Saturday spent alone.

ANA Y3 D164

Things are not better. Craziness. Issues with people. People losing their shit. Not in the mood. Have to teach. Have to pay bills. Not handling well.

ANA Y3 D163

So it begins. Yesterday at work, C was OPENLY mocked and misgendered by both coworkers and customers and no one lifted a finger to stop it. THIS is what we get to deal with for who knows how long. You know where most of my anger lies? At the 14-15 MILLION people who chose not to vote. If you're one of them, you're no longer welcome in my life. Plain and simple. He LOST votes from 2020. 3 million to be exact. People who say my vote doesn't count? FUCK YOU. If those 14 million people had shown up and voted, things would be different. May god have mercy on you, because I sure as fuck don't. We shopped shotguns last night. We are planning a survival strategy. Odessa Tx has put a $10,000 bounty on any transwoman caught using the "wrong" restroom. People are already trying to report their friends, neighbors, and coworkers for considering abortions. You made this world. Good fucking job assholes.

ANA Y3 D162

I barely survived his first four years. Freedom died at 5:37am EST this morning.

Welcome to hell. This is the worst timeline. I must find a way out.

ANA Y3 D161

Today either freedom dies or there's blood in the streets.

May god have mercy on our souls.

ANA Y3 D160

"She gave me a home, so I gave her a family."

No truer words have been spoken. Yesterday was C's first Sunday off in a long time and we spent it as a family. We did stuff around the house, we played outside, we went on a walk. It was a good day. I made lamb for dinner, we watched tv. I thoroughly enjoyed the day.

ANA Y3 D159

Had my hair done, dealt with shit around the house, made tuna for dinner, watched tv, went to bed.

ANA Y3 D158

Not much to report. Taught all day. Answered emails. We had noodles for dinner. Took dog on walk. Did find the housekey at least. So I am going to use the new door thing on the backdoor so we always have a backup now. Watched a movie, Mr Crockett. Not bad. Went to bed. 

Hair appointment today. They messed with C's schedule more. She works today but has tomorrow off. Okay. I will take it. One day we can sleep in for once.

ANA Y3 D157

Last night was fucked up. At about 8:30 we decided to take the dog for a walk because she was bouncing off the walls. I wore pants without pockets like an idiot. On the way home from our walk, the dog went into zoomie mode, knocked me down, and sent the house key flying from my jacket pocket. We then had to break into the house, destroying a kitchen screen in the process. At 11pm last night I was ordering a new deadbolt for the front door. It will be here between 7 & 11am. Just how I want to spend my Friday night. Good times. I also fucked up my leg in the process. We had four kids, in a car no less, and that was it for Halloween. Welcome to fucking November.