ANA Y3 D347

Saturday. Thank god. I need a day where I no thinkie. Made lamb ribs last night. A little fatty but otherwise good. Not much of anything else. 3 mile walk. Played outside.

ANA Y3 D346

We have a new Pope and he's American. There's something I never thought I would see in my life. I don't know how I feel about this. I fear it being used by the wrong people to justify their actions.

My ears are already going. This needs to stop. I wish I could live off the disability and that's something I thought I would never say in my life.

Time to pay bills and go to the store.

ANA Y3 D345

It was really nice yesterday. Nice enough we took two walks. C was off and we took advantage. I finished my new class around 10am, we went on our first walk around 2pm, our second at 8pm. Got in almost 7 miles yesterday. Made fish and chips for dinner. Finally a decent day.

ANA Y3 D344

Yesterday was so bad. I broke down crying at one point. I couldn't even see. These are my equivalents of people who have migraines and just shut down. Except they have imotrex. I have nothing. I had to get a ton of demos done. I am down to three. I will get them done this morning and can put this new class to bed. I worked from 6:30 to 4 yesterday trying to finish. Then we went on a walk. Made tacos for dinner. Please dear god, let me have a break today?

ANA Y3 D343

ARGH! The weather CHANGED AGAIN. It's raining. It sucks. My head.

Worked. Ate. Walked. Slept.

ANA Y3 D342

I am so tired of greed and ads and algorithms and suggestions. If these damn companies 20 years ago had just said "it's $20 a year to use our product" we would have bitched but we would have used it. But then they wouldn't be making "continual revenue growth!" or some stupid shit. Greed. It's all about fucking greed.

Rained all goddamn day yesterday. Couldn't do shit outside the house. Didn't want to cook for dinner so we went to Arby's. I made brats on the grill in the rain for lunch. We were so 'midwest' yesterday. We watched "sports" and ate grilled food. Ridiculous.

Another fucking week of doing shit I don't want to do about shit I don't care about. Yay.

ANA Y3 D341

Weather changed AGAIN ears going crazy. Argh. Getting real tired of this.

Had a decent day. Went to the grocery store, had my hair done, cooked a pork butt in the slow cooker. Had friend over to share said pork butt. Played some games, watched some games, cleaned the house, did dishes. Not bad.

ANA Y3 D340

Finally got my APRIL expense check. Ugh. Everyone is now paid. Fucking delay. But it's done.

Did more paperwork yesterday. Sat through meetings. Mowed the front lawn. Went on a walk. Made salmon for dinner.

Hair appointment today. Just started a pork butt.

ANA Y3 D339

 Nothing exciting going on. Another day another day. Yep.

ANA Y3 D338

Welcome to May of 2025. The world is in a state of who knows what. It's raining outside. One cross each, first door on the left.

I still haven't received my expense check for April. It's May. I am not happy. You want me to work? Then pay me. Ass gas or grass no one rides for free. Didn't have it in me to cook last night. We had a hodge podge of leftovers. It was food. It was sustenance. Not much more than that. I am tired, frustrated, annoyed.