Today my little girl is 18. Kid you don't know how important you are to me. I can't believe you are an adult as of today. I am so proud and humbled by you. I am sorry for all the shit I have put you through in the last couple of years. I am sorry for everything your mother has done in the last two years and the burdens you have suffered trying to be a kid while sometimes being forced to live in an adult world. You are going to have the best goddamn birthday I can give you this weekend.
I have to do this. I don't expect anyone to understand and I don't want the kid to ever really understand. I will make up for X1 and her behavior. Period. I know X2 won't do anything for her today. Which is a sign of her character. Now if she does, I will be truly impressed. It might show me she isn't a heartless cruel shallow bitch. I will be extremely surprised, but in a good way.
Yesterday was a standard work day. Nothing exciting. Came home and prepped for this morning and went to bed at 7:30 so I could be up at 3 without issue. I am getting everything ready to get out the door in twenty minutes.
Today will be a short one because I have to go give my kid the best 18th birthday ever.
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