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Yes, I am up already. Before I get into it...

I NEED A HUGE FAVOR FROM ONE OF THE TWO PERSONS WHO READ THIS WHO KNOW HOW TO DO WHAT I AM GOING TO ASK.

I am currently watching American Horror Story season 1 finally. I THOUGHT I had all the episodes. Well, it turns out for some reason I am missing episode 7. I am right on that episode. SIGH. I don't want to skip over it. SO if one of you can hop on the ftp, see if Season 1 Episode 7 is out there, grab it and either dropbox it for me, or make it available as http that would be great. If it's not, can we find it? Also the latest episode of Justified which will air tonight. Email me if you can do this please?

Now back to why I am up. I went to bed at 11. When I woke up and grabbed my phone to see what time it was, I was created with the number 3:54 AND 9 work emails. I made the mistake of glancing at them and found they weren't just the usual BS to all messages but real ones to me. Fuck me. Of course this snapped me awake and I started reading. Turns out my guys are sort of pissed at me for giving this client way too many extra hours. I have worked 17 hours above and beyond all ready for this client. If I  continue and work just one extra hour per day, then they will have 21 hours above the SOW for free which is not making my guys happy. I knew I should have kept my mouth shut.

Anyway, I just finished sending replies to everyone and there's no way I am going back to sleep. Today I am going to try and be good. I will work 8-9 max. This will also help my relationship with B. I worked 11 hours yesterday and when I got back to the room at 6 we were talking. She said to me that she has noticed me getting progressively crankier for the last week. Yes, I have. Because I haven't been home in three weeks. Because I am tired of being on the goddamn road. Yes, I am getting cranky. I will have spent 23 of 31 days in March on the road. Gee, why am I cranky? BUT it's not fair for me to take it out on her. Which I was doing without even realizing it. My bad. She has challenged me to do something tonight which may be hard - work 8 hours, eat dinner without my phone, take a hot shower, THEN call her. I will try.

As you can see from above, after talking with her, I watched AHS. Fell asleep.

I want to go home.