Up early but not too early. Off to the airport in a little while. I have a 9am flight which is late for me, but I am okay with it. I am so used to the earlier flights that this feels weird.
Left the house but once yesterday to go to the grocery store. I got peach cobbler ice cream, potatoes, and salad. All used last night. I made ice cream bread from the ice cream. For dinner I made corned beef and had the potatoes and salad. This resulted in the kid having more than enough food for while I am gone. She didn't get home until 9:30 last night, 90 minutes later than expected but she came home to food. That's all that matters.
Talked to B during the day and a skype session last night. I started thinking about something. For once I wish I had parents I could turn to in order to help me out on something. I realized that if B wants to move in at the end of July, early August that means there is probably no way we can afford a plane ticket for her at the beginning of the month for my birthday. This fucking sucks. I had hoped she would be able to fly in the friday before my birthday, then spend a couple of days in Disneyland with me, and fly back on like Wednesday. But there's no fucking way I can afford that. Oh look, another birthday that will spent alone and this time I even have a girlfriend. What a shock. Kind of like when I had a wife and spent it alone.
How is it possible that I am with someone and yet still end up spending my birthday alone? Most people could turn to their family for help in a case like this. Not me. And it's not their fault. Well not my sister's fault. She has her own stuff going on. This is where I miss having normal parents. Fuck it.
Watched a bunch of Grimm last night. Am getting hooked on that show. Bringing the rest of the first season with me to watch this week.
Time to fly.
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