Another day. Nothing exciting these days. You notice I don't talk about going out to bars anymore? I don't spend my nights sitting in a dark hole trying to forget. I have nothing to forget. Mostly because I have nothing going on in my life really. I mean that I guess in a good way? My life is pretty boring these days. I get up, I do work, I go to bed. No wild nights full of excess and morning regret. Is that bad? Who the fuck knows.
I trained yesterday. I watched some TV. I ate peruvian food. I played Sims. I did do one thing 'fun' - I went to the pet store. Bought the cat a new litter box and a pad to go underneath it. Look out - wild man in town.
Some days I miss things. I miss a lot of things. But that was then, this is now. I have after 4 full years made it to acceptance. I accept the life I have. Good and bad. I accept the life to come. I accept and acceptance equals peace, doesn't it? Maybe.
Rambling a bit this morning. I have a rehearsal tonight I don't want to go to but I will go anyway. Might help if I actually watch the movie we are going to be putting on. I guess that's what I am doing today at some point.
Might rearrange furniture today. Need to do laundry. Need to pay rent. I shall do all these things.
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