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Morning is off to a rough start. My phone is behaving like an idiot trying to do a bunch of updates in the background and it's pissing me off. Ugh. Bad phone. No cookie.

B was super emotional yesterday. Started in the morning when she got a text from her mother. Her mother is letting their house go into foreclosure. They are about 4 payments behind on the mortgage, have already refi'd it twice, and she can't keep up. The fucked up part? Her mortgage payment is a little more than my car payment. It's ridiculous because she is not going to find an apartment for much less than she is paying right now for the mortgage. If she is having trouble with this, how is she going to keep a roof over their heads? Which of course has B in a wrecked state. She is worried about her sisters, pissed at both of her parents, upset about life in general, etc.. She has an extreme case of guilt because she worries that if she hadn't moved this wouldn't have happened. Which of course is total bullshit. Her mother was hiding so much from her that even if she had been there, it wouldn't have helped much. She would have ended up in the same place. Regardless, it made B an emotional mess yesterday.

I took her to lunch to try and take her mind off things and that was annoying as fuck because of the football people. Fucking hate football. Most useless waste of time ever. THE PEOPLE IN THE BOX CAN'T HEAR YOU SO STOP SCREAMING WHILE I AM TRYING TO EAT LUNCH. Fuckers. Thank god it's over for a while. We stopped at Target after lunch and she was starting to feel better. We got home and she got some more texts which threw her mood back off. I stayed out of the way. It was just easier. I went and putzed around on here for a while. Just safer that way. We watched some TV while she tried to calm back down. I ended up reading an entire book yesterday in an attempt to give her space. Horrible book. It was one I bought her for Christmas. I read it in probably 5 hours total.

We had leftovers for dinner and headed off to bed. She was trying to make a list of things she needs to bring home with her and that led to a discussion of possibly renting a storage unit back there for the time being. Just move things in and then ship them slowly. That would be easier than trying to ship everything at once.

She also got some work emails later in the evening that bugged her. Some stupid stuff about process and procedure. She got all flustered the same way I do when I get bullshit stuff late on a Sunday night.

All in all, an emotional day. Hopefully things will even out here in the next day or two.