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Have to watch the clock. Need to check B in for her flight in 48 minutes. Yes, that's why I am up so damn early on a Saturday. I really would prefer to be asleep to be honest but whatever. I have never been able to sleep late even as a kid. Always felt like I was wasting the day.

Once B told me we would never have sex every night because she needs to time to recoup but every other night would be acceptable. Well this week we have proven that theory. Yes, last night too. Seriously, M-W-F. I am not complaining mind you, just the opposite. It's always a wonderful way to end the day.

Speaking of the day, finished up my class. We went over on time and didn't finish up until 3:11. That's what happens when you have a big class who wants to ask a lot of questions. After class I don't even remember what I did. I didn't nap, I know that. I think I worked on updating media files. On that topic, in the morning I placed the final Amazon Xmas order. On there is a new 5tb drive for me. Once that arrives Santa may open it early. Put movies on one, TV on the second, music and pictures on the 3tb. I am ready for 10tb drives please. God just the concept of a 5tb is crazy to me. I truly do remember dealing 20mb and 30mb drives. Huge drives with special adaptor cards. God, I remember dealing with cards. If there's one thing I do love about these damn Macs is I don't have to crack them open and swap out video cards or HDD cards. Around 5 we went out for dinner at our favorite Italian place. On the way back home we stopped at the Smoke Shop where I got B a baby hookah for Xmas, a new tank for the vaporizer for me, (day 70 today btw without a cigarette), then we stopped at CVS for some hair dye. I have switched to a new color that B really likes and I will agree looks extremely natural on me. "Natural Dark Neutral Blonde". Yeah I know. Dumbest name ever. They had a sale on 2 boxes so now there's one under the tree. God I love Christmas. There's 7 individually wrapped bottles of Vernor's Gingerale under the tree because I am a dork and idiot.

Did my hair while B finished reorganizing her music library for her trip. All done we headed off to the other room around 9:30 and next thing you know it's 11. I fell asleep. I have no clue what time she fell asleep. I wish she would get her clock readjusted to normal people time but whatever. She is gone for 10 days starting in less than 24 hours and I plan on enjoying the time and not making minor grumbles.

You know, I don't say this enough, but goddamn she makes me fucking happy. Not just the sex - it's everything. She is affectionate, caring, a pain in the ass, and perfect for me. We were talking about it last night; neither one of us is romanticizing being married. None of that 'on our best behavior' bullshit. We grumble, we moan, we share, we laugh. I have waited all my life for this kind of relationship. One that fits me like an old shoe, but challenges me at the same time. Keeps me young while keeping me grounded. We all deserve a relationship like this. May all of you find yours if you haven't and if you have, hold them fucking tight.