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Moving slow this morning. My ear is still bugging me. I hate ear infections. They suck.

I realized I haven't complained about cheeto hitler in a while. I think because I have been so overwhelmed by the list of unethical, illegal, immoral, and ridiculous things he has done so far that I don't know where to begin. From Russian influence to putting a man in charge of a department he couldn't remember the name of, to blocking citizens on twitter, and of course USING TWITTER LIKE A TEENAGE GIRL, it becomes too much. Remember - THIS IS NOT NORMAL. DO NOT NORMALIZE THIS.

Fucking idiot is what he is.

Taught an early class of 15 yesterday. Made for a long day. We got through it. I now start a 3 day six student class. It may be a little rough. I am familiar with a couple of the students on the attendee list and let's say they're not the sharpest crayons in the box. I am already stressing.

Finished class, opted to not nap because I wanted to sleep well. Smart decision. B made potato soup for dinner. She also made fudge brownies. Not a huge brownie -- FUCK STOP RUNNING UP AND DOWN THE STAIRS AT 5AM YOU ASSHOLES -- sorry, can't take these fucking neighbors any more. I blame the office. 4 out of the 5 units on our side are filled with fucking families. Noisy, annoying families.

DAMMIT. Thinking about this makes me so angry and frustrated with myself. I shouldn't be in a damn apartment. I should be in even a small condo or house. Fuck my life. Now I am in a depressed and angry mood all at the same time. Whatever. Everything is useless.

Supposed to snow today. 2-5 inches. Why not. Blanket everything and smother me.