Weirdest fucking dream. Time traveling elevators, hard to punch in codes, Disneyland, getting paid before everyone else, wooden snails, the 60s, I don't know what else. Fucking acid trip from hell is what it was.
I haven't had a down period lately, not a real hard core one, but I feel one coming on strong. I just got so sad last night that I stopped functioning. I couldn't take it any more. I am so tired of being hot, being behind, being frustrated, being annoyed. Just fucking tired and done. I don't want to do anything right now but I have one more day of teaching with these people then two days of dealing with the most annoying fucking people. I TOLD YOU I WOULD BE PICKING THIS BACK UP ON THURSDAY. I have received no less than 10 emails since my conference call with them on Monday. It's only fucking Wednesday. I am intentionally ignoring them because I AM FUCKING BUSY. Fucking Floridians. Fucking old white people. Fuck them. Fuck everything.
Taught. Ate. B group. Sweated. Profusely. Fuck this weather. Fuck right off. Bed. Do it again.
So much blood for such a tiny hole.
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