Before I get into my trivial bullshit, I have to share some tragic news. B's step-cousin killed herself last night. She was 15 or 16, I'm not sure which. We just saw her last Saturday at the family Christmas party we attended. She seemed fine. I unfortunately don't know a whole lot about her having only met her one time last year. She overdoes on pills. That is all I know as of last night but wow, it sure does put all the minor stuff I whine about into perspective. It's all not that fucking important. Her parents must be suffering like crazy today and I can't bear to bitch about stupid shit like FedEx being late on one of my packages. Life is short, tenuous, and everything can change on a dime.
B went over to her friend's house to hang out and take her mind off everything and I don't blame her. She needed to just forget for a while and I am okay with that. While she was gone I worked in the basement rearranging shit keeping my mind from wandering.
I am very sorry for this family and the struggle they are facing given the time of year. I can't even begin to imagine the heartbreak and stress this is putting on them. Such a tragedy.
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