It's the kid's birthday! She's old, I'm old, yay us!
I hope everyone had a good Superb Owl Sunday. May you have seen many wonderful owls.
It was a bad day for B. First off she couldn't get out of bed until after noon. She would wake up, get demotivated, and fall back to sleep. Things seemed a little better once she got up, but then around 6 she started feeling nauseous and dizzy. She had to go lay down for like an hour. Things seemed better until I went to bed around 10 when she suffered a major panic attack and we were up until after midnight. So rough day and night. Ugh.
In the morning I used the time productively. I cleaned the entire house from top to bottom. Not just 'clean' but like sterilized. It was building up and I knew she wasn't going to have the energy to get it done so I did it. Including three loads of laundry. This is the side effect of mental illness people don't always see. Being unable to do some stuff while on the surface holding it together. She struggles when it comes to every day tasks sometimes because they overwhelm. But the downside is I get resentful that I have to do everything. It was a rough day.
Two days of recording starting now. Let's hope my voice is up to it.
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