My neck is killing me this morning. I pulled something in it and it hurts to twist it. Lovely.
Spent the day recording and working on the next set of recordings. Whee.
I had a bit of a breakdown last night and it took me a while to figure out what was going on in my head. It has to do with what my coworkers expect out of me. Now that I have to work primarily with sales and marketing type people, they act differently. They expect everyone to be happy little drone team workers who do everything with a smile for the team because it makes the team strong and the customers happy gosh golly. Well fuck that. I work most efficiently when left the fuck alone. I am not a 'team' player. Never have been, never will be. I am best when left to my own devices with a set of tasks. I don't talk politely, I don't care about people's feelings, and I certainly don't believe the client is always right. We had this huge email thread last night that with every 1 sentence reply was just pissing me off more and more. I finally shut down. I couldn't take any more of it.
Fuck people.
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