Friday, February 14, 2020

Y11 D264

I'm worried about my sister. I sent her an email and she sent back a one sentence reply. That's not like her. So either she's dealing with some shit or she's mad at me. I wouldn't blame her for being mad at me. I am horrible at keeping people in the loop. I am also bad at maintaining contact with other human beings. I get so wrapped up in my own world I lose track. Not an excuse, just a reality. Hopefully she's doing okay though and sends me more.

I was thinking about reincarnation last night. Specifically about shit like this. Like if you do come back, do you get to 're-roll' your character? Oh add more points to empathy this time. Take some away from strength and add it to wisdom. Pick your perks - music virtuoso for example. I play too many rpg games apparently.

Spent the day recording. 60% through yet another class. Getting tired of doing this same shit. At least I have three days next week of real teaching. I was supposed to have booked shit by now but nope. Here I am still sitting and waiting. Twiddling my fucking thumbs. The grass is not always greener and the reason the grass is grenner is it's because that's where the dogs shit. Never forget that part.

Had turkey tacos for dinner. Whee. I do like taco night. I mean who doesn't? Not going out tonight. Fuck Valentine's Day. Fuck prix fix menus gouging you for shit that's been sitting in the warmer for 30 minutes. You all enjoy that. I will go out tomorrow. Save a few bucks. I got a car to pay for right now. Had a dream about that sort of. I was forgetting to give someone gas money and they didn't know how to ask me for it. See above about being clueless. I am rather smart but also rather clueless at the same time. Plain and simple.

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