Yesterday was rough. The first part was good. We picked up the kid and went to Sacramento. We walked around, we had a good lunch, but then during lunch I made a comment that made things awkward. It's what I do you know? I crossed a boundary accidentally. I forget sometimes how much I am asking the kid to accept in one fell swoop. I have been dealing with everything for a year, she hasn't. So things got all quiet. I ruin everything, we all know this. C and I went back to the hotel and had just a rough night. She thinks the kid hates her, I think everyone hates me, you know, a regular day in my broken brain. Let's make this all right and move forward dammit.
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