Y2 D354

Another night of bad dreams. Don't know why. This time it was around drugs. I bought some coke and it was light and crap, then I dropped it into some kind of puddle that ate it all up. Symbolism at its finest. Before that was some dream I can't even remember but I awoke feeling stressed and upset.

The day was okay yesterday. Nothing of any note happened. Moved slow in the morning. Tried to go to Best Buy to buy a new CD but they were out at my local store. I have a $10 gift card and the CD is 11.99 which means it will only be $3 out of pocket. I have to take a ride to pick something up at a friend's house and there is another Best Buy near her so hopefully they will have it. Came back home, had some lunch then too an afternoon nap.

I woke up at around 3 and realized I was bored as hell. It was an early show last night and I had to drive the prop van aka death machine aka rape van. I hate driving that thing. It leaks, it smells, and it moves like an old man with a bad hip. I was completely bored off my ass around 5 and decided screw it, I am heading down to the theater. I got there around six and call time wasn't until 8:45. Luckily the theater is next to a ghetto mall so I had something to do. By ghetto mall I mean there is a Burlington Coat Factory, a Ross, and a Target. That's about it. The four stores inside are no-name weird shit except for the Payless and the Barnes and Noble. Guess where I went? Picked up a couple new books I have been wanting. I did hit Ross and found some new sheets for $15. That was a nice surprise. Now I don't have to wash sheets today. Just throw on new ones.

Grabbed some dinner and read whilst waiting for everyone else to show. Around 8 I started unloading the van by myself. Around 8:15 other folks started showing to help. The shitty part is around 7 the weather turned on us. It had been a mild day, but the temperature plummeted and it started to rain. It made for bad moods all around. The show went like shit. We missed props, things were off mark, I cut myself in multiple places; just not a good show. I just sent out the scolding email to my crew. Let's see if that preempts anything from my directors.

Today I am running the one errand then hiding in the house the rest of the day.