I spiraled yesterday. Hard. Around 10am I just shut down. The upside is I managed to get almost all of the puzzle done. The downside is I said about 10 words for the rest of the day. I don't know why I crashed so hard mentally. The morning was going fine. I went out at 7 and got the car washed (which was a smart thing because by 9 it was pouring rain), went to the store and grabbed B some flowers, and some wrapping paper for her other gifts for today, and was doing just fine when I got back. But then something clicked in my brain and I was gone.
Made for a very quiet day for sure. I tried taking a nap to see if that would help but it didn't. I was the same when I woke up. We ended up not leaving the house for the rest of the day. Just worked on that damn puzzle.
B was able to marathon Suits and is now caught up so there's that.
Went to bed at 10 hoping it would fix things. I don't know. I am still off but fake it until you make it, right?
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