Y10 D144

Did yesterday's post leave some of you feeling uncomfortable? Ashamed? Embarrassed? Good. Then it did its job.

Taught my last minute class yesterday. It was an 8:30 - 4:30 one but luckily I finished earlier than that. Not much earlier. Close to 4. But since it was only two students it went smoothly enough and there were no real issues.

Also had the first moving person come over. They were extremely impressed by how organized we are and by our checklist. I sent over pictures of the checklist so they can provide an accurate estimate. Have two more coming today and will do the same thing.

Had leftover chicken for dinner. Was not as good reheated unfortunately due to the pineapple and some of the veggies got a little too soggy for me, but I ate it.

Had a rough time sleeping last night and am tired this morning as a result. I went to bed around 9:45 but lay there until almost 11. It was stupid hot and I couldn't get comfortable. It should be cold by now people. It was 83 at one point yesterday. Fuck that. This weekend should see a significant cool down with rain early next week. Good. Just what I want. Fuck heat.

B is struggling a little bit, but go figure. She is starting to realize that her 'friends' from back in the day are not necessarily people she needs in her life now as an adult. She has grown and some of them have not. She is recognizing bad behavior she would have in the past just ignored. But she is also taking a blow to her self esteem being out there. I think a lot of adults go through that when around too many older family members. You feel like a child instead of a peer and it causes stress because you start doubting everything. In that way I am fortunate. I don't have older other relatives to make me feel like I am not who I am. Plus when I get out there, I won't tolerate any bullshit which will help. Just counting down the days at this point. A couple of weeks to go. Haven't heard back on the appraisal yet and I think that's what everyone is waiting for right now. Hopefully today.

Today I have to finish up a webinar, start prepping for recordings, and I have two moving companies coming. Busy but not.