Yesterday was rough on B and her family. They spent the day trying to find a decent and affordable rehab center for her dad. Turns out he has been doing smack for a while and on top of it other stuff. She didn't get all the details, but enough to make her lose all faith in her father. I don't think there is anything worse especially for a woman/girl than to find that the person they thought was the most stable turns out to be just another fuckup. I think that's why I always try to put on a good face in front of the kid. She knows I am not perfect by any measure, but she also knows that I face issues, deal with them (sometimes in a non-healthy way), and I keep swimming. She knows that when the shit hits the fan I will do the right thing. I will step up and figure it out. I won't end up in a pile of my own puke with a needle sticking out of my arm. Puke yes, needle no. Such a fine balance, eh?
Speaking of just keep swimming, FINDING DORY IN 2015!! WHOO!! A Finding Nemo 'sequel' that is worthy. First MU this year then 2 years until Finding Dory. Sweet.
I got onsite around 6:45 yesterday and sat in the car until 8:15. Taught until 4:30. Mixed class. Some really sharp, some not so much. Class went well, nothing exciting. Another day of it today. The traffic home wasn't horrible either. Took me about 40 minutes to get home. Got home to find X1 and her brood in my house. Ugh. Not what I needed. The kid and KBF were there too. They were trying to shoo them out the door when I got home. My clothes all came finally too. Now it's laundry time tomorrow. Whee.
Watched an episode of the following, talked to B and was in bed before 10. Look at my exciting life.
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