No exciting revelations or isight this morning. Just a boring Sunday morning. Went to bed six hours ago. I had fun doing the show last night. Taking a week off was very healthy for me. I didn't feel burdened or overwhelmed last night. Also helped that I didn't have to do music for the first time in months. I got to actually enjoy myself. Without alcohol too. I didn't play with or bother the audience. I focused on doing the show and doing my job. Felt kind of nice.
The day was straight forward. Didn't do much of anything. Went for a nice long motorcycle ride in the morning. Watched some TV. Talked with B a lot. That's about it. Headed out for the show about 9. Got to take the bike because I didn't have to worry about bringing my laptop or anything else.
The only downside is I ruined my last pair of jeans with no holes in the knees. I need to go to the mall today and find a new pair of jeans now. I am too fat to fit into my other jeans. That has me feeling down. I don't want to spend the money on new jeans but I also don't want to look like a fat guy shoving himself into too small pants. Sad panda. I don't know why I have put on so much weight lately. Well I do. It's a combination of cooking for the kid and KBF as well as being on the road. Being on the road I was eating way too much. I've managed to go down about 3 lbs since I got home, but I really need to drop down a considerable amount more. I was told last night I look good, but I don't feel good. I feel huge. I need to work on this.
Today is house cleaning. Whee.
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