I am very sad this morning. I did something that really hurt B's feelings without meaning to but none the less, I hurt her. For my birthday she bought me that replacement Marc Jacobs bracelet. She was so proud she had found it online for me, she dealt with all the shipping mishaps, and for her it was a lot of money. So what happened? I fucking lost it at the show last night. Even after she warned me not to wear it to shows. I realized I lost it on the way home at 3am which was awful. She was very upset with me. We ended up getting through it, but I really felt horrible and still feel bad this morning. She worked very hard to get that for me and I fucked up. She isn't awake yet this morning, but I am not looking forward to seeing the look of disappointment on her face.
Other than that, it was an okay day. I got up, cleaned the cat litter, did the dishes, washed the car, went grocery shopping, did some caulking in the bathroom, and a dozen more little things all around the house. A package I ordered from Disney came (a new pin that was on sale for $4) which was exciting because it is an LE pin.
We all napped during the day as we had to be in the city again last night. I made a cheesecake, rice krispie squares, and some nice steaks for dinner. The show went fine and there was only a little drama none of which included me thankfully. The crowd was okay, but none of us had the super energy because of Spaceballs the night before. But we all got through it.
I just can't this morning. I am feeling too sad to keep writing.
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