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I thought my mood was getting better but apparently not. I really need to get out of this fucking house and have interaction with more than one person. Here's the one place where we are not compatible, where opposites balancing each other is bad - I am a fucking extrovert, plain and simple. I need social settings. I need to be out. I need to be able to sit at a bar and soak in the room. I want the noise, the chaos, the energy. But it has to be on my terms. Going to the grocery store at 4 in the afternoon while everyone is starting to come home from work and in my way, is NOT how I want to spend my afternoon. Nor sitting at home watching TV. I need something. Soon. Very soon.

I need to go to a doctor. My ears are bugging me. I have another, well probably the same one, infection.

Goddamn it. I just don't care. I am so pissed off, annoyed, frustrated, disappointed, disillusioned, and tired I can't see straight.

I did do something of value last night. I learned a new software application. Well, I started learning it. I grabbed a copy of FileMaker Pro 13 Advanced yesterday and started learning how to use it. I made my first database, created joins, and imported records. I want to make a web/mobile app for my spending and bills. I want to be able to just plug in a bill pay or plug in a receipt so I can keep track of everything I spend. Plus it's fun learning something new.

Two more days. New class starts today. 4 people. That's something else I am keeping track of and might make a db for that too - how many students I am training this year, what companies, onsite or remote, class, etc. I want at the end of the year to have some statistics.

I might build the foundation for that while I teach today.