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 I need a new chair and mat for my office. The stupid mat I have had for like 5 years now and it is all beat up and moves all over the place. I went fancy last time and got a bamboo one because it was where people could see it and it fucking sucks. Correction, it worked fine for the first few years but for the last year it has been slowly driving me crazy. Probably because I am using it more. This is what happens when you are home 24 hours a fucking day for six fucking months. It's been a week since I have even left the house. I actually looked this time. Feels longer, but it's been only a week. Long enough to drive me bonkers.

Every day is exactly the goddamn same.

I finished a major portion of the new docs I have been working on finally. Like three days late but dammit I got it done. Mind numbing bullshit is the problem. Thank god I have real class today with 15 people. Keep me somewhat occupied. Other than that, nothing around here has changed.

Every day is exactly the goddamn same.

I need sleep. A lot of it. I need to get away again. Somewhere. Anywhere. Change of scenery. I need the world to not suck so bad. Did you see the latest. Executive Order to teach "Pro-American" history in classrooms. I mean seriously? Fuck you old white men. Fuck you. Fuck your generation. Fucking baby boomer pieces of shit. Liars. Cheats. Scum. Thank god I don't have children in the public school system.

Every day is exactly the goddamn same.

Made tacos for dinner. Finished New Girl. It wasn't a bad show but it definitely had its share of  sitcom cliches that made parts of it unbearable to me. Now on to something new. Or old. Finish Star Trek TOS maybe. Get that off my continue watching. Finish Dead to Me. I only have one episode of that left. 

Every day is exactly the goddamn same.