Monday, September 14, 2020

Y12 D111

 I am going to literally kill one of our cats. She has been driving me nuts since 11pm last night. She's being overly needy and driving me up a wall. She just won't shut up. But that's not the bigger problem. I was in bed, sound asleep when I hear this god awful howling. Turns out there was a stray cat in front of our house and ours was going nuts yelling at it. I shooed away the stray and it came back. I locked ours in the bedroom with me but she started screaming. I let her out, the stray came back. I finally got everyone gone and calmed down but man was I pissed off. 

Then I have the weirdest fucking dreams. I was in a police station waiting for lab results and trying to stall to keep bad guys from being able to leave. Then I was in a strange apartment and this guy was singing. There was more that I am not remembering right now but it was just this weird montage of things. Something to do with driving and cars I remember. Like I was buying a car or something. Just out there.

Worked more on the pantry as the hanging baskets B ordered arrived. We were able to leverage that empty space above the cans with hanging cubbies for chips and the like. All space is now used properly. Other than that, didn't do much. Touched up my hair. Played some video games. Oh, I did have one crazy moment. I was playing Control and I was in this spoopy part of the astal plane when BAM the power goes out. Game got a jump scare out of me even when it didn't mean to do so. Don't know why the power went out but the timing was spot on. I thought I had the new machine on the UPS but apparently not as my screen went dark. Need to fix that issue today. 

Three days of teaching this week. Weds-Fri. Have to get through today and tomorrow. And yes, I do feel like I am 'getting through' each day right now. The world is too far gone for me to feel anything other than survival most of the time. Sad.

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