C comes home today! There's only 18 hours until Xmas!! WOO! I am clearly doing much better this morning. I slept better. Still had weird fucking dreams, but I slept better. It snowed more which sucks ass. The dog all day yesterday fought going outside hard. I don't blame her, but you can't poop in my house dog. Sorry. I'm freezing out here too.
Taught my class, passed out from exhaustion, had fish sticks and tater tots for dinner. Watched some TV, went to bed at 10pm. Literally nothing exciting happened because the streets are blocked, the wind is howling, and snow is upon us. I am really worried about C driving home. She's an hour away currently but I expect it to take her two. We are doing a traditional Latino dinner tonight of tamales and enchiladas. She'd better make it home. Our first Xmas together.
I was thinking last night about old girlfriends. How I managed to get a good six months with the young one only for her to realize I'm too ancient. We both know that was a toxic situation. I wasn't in my right head. But I do worry the same thing will happen with C. But who cares. Enjoy the ride. It's all I can do, right?
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