Well bills are paid once again. My big accomplishment for the morning. Money comes in, money goes out. Money goes to people who don't deserve it. To people who have spent 47 days having no responsibilities and no pressures. People who haven't had to deal with horking animals, bills constantly coming in, dealing with the day to day realities of life. No, people who get to play on glaciers and drive through winter wonderlands posting videos get money. The slaves to the grind who have to work when they're sick and pretend to care about jobs that mean nothing, we're the ones paying out the money. We are the all singing all dancing crap of the world.
Meh, don't get me wrong. I am happy still. I am happy with C and our little life. I'm annoyed at everything else. I want B to come home so they can take over some of the annoyances of these animals, but I also don't want them coming home and interfering with my joy. C and I are in a groove. We've settled into a nice little life. I can be happy with it. It's nothing exciting but she doesn't want or need exciting. She wants and needs stability and quiet. I can give her that. I need a partner who pulls their share. I need someone who wants me physically. I need someone who has my back when I need them. She gives me all that. So yeah, let me bitch and moan, but at the end of the day, I'm okay.
Did a webinar dry run yesterday plus a few meetings. Nothing exciting or too taxing. I made swordfish for dinner, baked some cookies, and made a loaf of french bread. We got a grocery delivery which had the swordfish in it. Decided to use it right then. I've been really pleased with my Imperfect Foods deliveries. Saves me from going to the store, gives me a lot of nice produce, and things I wouldn't normally think to buy, like swordfish. It's really helping with my meal planning and budgeting. We've spent very little eating out lately. Dinners in most nights. This pleases me. We watched the last episode of season 1 of Euphoria. What an incredible show. Just mind blowing. From the cinematography to the makeup to the clothes to the acting to the story lines. I have been blown away by every episode. I am excited to start season 2. We will start it this weekend. Once we are done I am moving her on to Justified. My turn to show a show. We shall see if she likes it. That or House just because I want to re-watch House.
Today I have some work, then we're going for pizza. We have to feed someone else's responsibility as usual, move a dining room table as our new one comes tomorrow, but otherwise we're good. We want to go ice skating maybe this weekend. We shall see how that plan goes.
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