It's morning. Ugh. This cold still isn't gone. I can feel it fading, but it's still here. Need to just hang tough this week and not run around after work. Nyquil and bed this week. Nothing else.
Couple of little things I forgot from yesterday - we had some announcements at the party about upcoming shows. Turns out the one theater we performed at for Halloween wants us to perform regularly. Starting in January the second Saturday of every other month will be for them. So now depending on the month, we will have a show 3 - 4 times a month. This should worry me, but it actually makes me very happy. This means I am less likely to get into trouble on the weekends. I will have something to look forward to almost every weekend. It will also help keep me sober. I like that. I was thinking about something yesterday - if I were to change jobs and get a new one, it would be interesting to see if I let myself get close to anyone at work now that I have this set of friends. Would I be interested in associating with any of my co-workers or would it just be something I do? The whole 'normal' thing came up because I was supposed to go to that dinner last night, but I blew it off. Two reasons, one this cold - I didn't feel up to being around strangers with a cold going on and two, I didn't want to deal with a bunch of normal people. People who would have sat around talking about silly things because they were nervous or socially awkward or what not. It's the whole square peg thing.
Visited my brother yesterday. He looks like hell. He has more machines hooked up to him than I have ever seen on someone who is supposed to be doing better. They have him on dialysis, blood cleaners, monitors; the whole nine yards. He was in decent spirits, but I can tell it is starting to wear him down. Poor guy. I also told him I would like to make peace with his wife. That's more for him than anything else. Not worth carrying around stress and if it helps him then so be it.
Cleaned the house a little, watched my Sunday night TV, went to bed. Rinse and repeat.
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