I had something depressing happen yesterday and I am not sure how much about it I want to share right now. I am not sure how much I even want to talk about it. I will give you the general idea but let's see where we go from there.
I was feeling like shit all day at work yesterday but I managed to make it through an 8 hour day. Barely. I got home pretty early because of it, and around 4 tossed back more NyQuil. I was starting to fall asleep on the couch when there was a knock on the door. Nobody visits me and it took me a minute to realize someone was actually knocking on my door.
It was the mailman with not one but two certified letters. Another piece of my old life has been stripped from me. Starwood has foreclosed on my place in Hawaii. I am not sure how they can foreclose on something I won for essentially back property taxes, but apparently my place is now up for auction and I am being hit with a foreclosure. Their goes any remnant of my credit. Worse part was the guilt I felt that it will also hit X2's credit. I know I shouldn't feel guilty about that part, but I do. All of this over a lousy $3000. I remember when I would blow three grand in a weekend on food and booze. Now I can't even save myself from foreclosure. I used to matter. I used to have a life. Where the hell did it go?
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