I had an interesting conversation with a friend yesterday. She accused me of 'holding back' on what I write here and I agreed with her. She thinks out of protection for some of you who read this, I keep things close to my chest. She's right. But it's more than protecting you, it's protecting me. If I admit some of the other things going on in my head or who I am, then I have to face them and no one wants that. She also called me a 'damaged and wounded soul'. Yep. I am. Lastly we talked about how I have no clue how to make myself happy because I am too busy worrying about other people's happiness.
All of this is giving me food for thought and I am going to process it over the next couple of days and use the weekend to write a long introspective post. You have been warned.
As for work, another day of training although it looks like I might start a client today. I got an SOW late last night from my boss that he wants me to review. Yay! I am so ready to do some real work.
Ran to the train as I had a late meeting but still managed to be home at a decent time. The kid and I had pork chops for dinner and watched three more episodes of the X-Files. 7 down, 195 to go. She has been applying for jobs and heard back from Starbucks. Looks like she might get an interview this week. I am rooting for her.
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