My 'little' girl graduates today. Holy fuck. Where have the last 18 years gone? What have I done? Have I accomplished a fucking thing in the last 18 years? Twice divorced, alone, and an alcoholic. What a life.
Worked yesterday. Actually managed to really start understanding the product. It was one of those days where the time just flew by because I was buried in learning things. I took an early train in to have a full day since I am out today and tomorrow. I am about to drive for five hours for the graduation, then load the car tomorrow morning and bring the kid back for the next phase of both of our lives.
Got home around 6:30 and tried to do laundry. All the machines were full because of the coin machine being down all weekend. Said the hell with it and got up early this morning and started laundry at 4:30. I need some of the clothes in there for today. I also need to go to the store and get cat food before I leave. And gas. And rabbit food. Man this is a busy morning already. Argh.
Watched a documentary on Bukowski last night before bed. I envy and idolize guys like that. So free and yet so disturbed all at the same time. I wish in some ways I had did things like him when I was younger. Just be free. Free to wander and write.
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