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I am a little off this morning. I feel like something is out of sorts. I don't like feeling this way. I think I know why and it's not very much fun. We had a great DAY yesterday that ended up kind of flat at night. I think the exhaustion of sickness and lack of sleep and spending too much time together lately hit both of us. Not to mention we were at a wedding most of the day which I know got both of us thinking about things we probably shouldn't have thought about.

Let's start at the beginning. I got about up 7:30 and started getting ready for the wedding. I had massive amount of ironing to be done and it took me almost 45 minutes to get it all done. By the time I was done ironing and showering it was 8:45. I got her up and amazingly enough she was ready to go by 9:20. I do have to admit she is fantastic at getting herself ready in the morning. But I already could tell she wasn't happy about getting up early yet again. Early for her at least. Hell, it's 8 already as I type this and I feel like I have wasted part of my morning. Not to mention when you added it up neither of us slept very well the night before despite fantastic sex. Our sleep patterns were just so off Friday night and she was coughing like crazy.

We left the house at 9:20 as planned and things were fine. We got to public transportation, got into the city, and stopped at Starbucks for tea, cider, and a maple scone. We both looked great which of course is no shock, right? I always look good no matter how I am feeling on the inside. While we were on the train, I got a call from X1. Since I was the on train I let it go to voicemail. She sounded super depressed and that she wanted to talk to me. I texted her telling her I was on my way to a wedding and would talk later. She responded that was okay and she was upset that the kid didn't tell her she was going camping and how sad she was about some other stuff. Whatever? I texted the kid just to warn her that her mother was on the rampage again. Surprisingly she texted me back. Turns out they were already on their way home because of weather. She was going to be home before I was even back from the wedding. Okay. Threw my plans for the night off, but okay.

We get to the wedding and it was incredible. My friends had rented out all of city hall. There were maybe 125-150 people there and it was beautiful. It was an incredible blend of Indian culture and traditions with a standard American wedding. I was blown away by how tight, quick, and organized the entire thing was given the locale. It was just a great ceremony. During it TGF was starting to feel her cough coming on which was starting to make her cranky. She just wants this cold to go away and it is frustrating her.

They had chartered buses to take us from the ceremony to the restaurant about a mile away. The luncheon was also fantastic. Piles of authentic Indian food with dancing and music. There was a semi-open bar; beer and wine included. I had maybe a glass and a half of wine. I knew I had to get back on public trans and didn't want to be out of it. Somewhere during all this we talked about the evening plans and TGF decided she was going to head home because she was craving some alone time. I totally understood where she was coming from on this. I told her I was happy with that because I wanted to go buy Skyrim and veg out to video games myself. Not that I didn't love her, but just wanted to decompress after a long week. Totally on the same page. Awesome.

We left the wedding and headed back home. On the way home I could tell she was either getting tired, or out of it, or something. I actually started to drift off on the train myself. Understand there was never anything wrong between us nor were we upset with each other. I think we just were both feeling that need inside to go inside our crab shells for a while.

We stopped at Best Buy on the way home and I got Skyrim. Plans so far in tact. I did ask her again if she wanted to stay instead of going home. She said no she needed some down time. Okay. Still in agreement. I did jokingly say - alright but don't call me at 11 saying you're bored and want to talk for two hours. Uh-oh. Foreshadow much?

We got home and the kid and KBF were crashed on the couch. We heard there whole story which was a really shitty weekend essentially. Snow and rain and the holiday made for a mess for them. They weren't doing too well. TGF went home shortly thereafter and I settled in for some TV/Movie time. We watched some stuff together and at one point X1 called back. I missed the call but played the 2 minute vm for everyone. Seems she is upset that the kid may be banging and didn't tell her. She is upset about the fact that the kid has friends other than her to discuss things with regarding sex. Really? Even the kid's sex life has to be about you?? You are just annoying.

And guess what happens at 10:30? Text from TGF - "boooooored". No, what a shock. We were in the middle of a movie and I called her when it was over. For some reason and she doesn't know why, she was in a pissy mood and wanted me to just try and guess to see if we could figure it out. That didn't work. We talked for a while and I started to drift off which just made her more angry. Around midnight I hear - "just go to sleep. I will talk to you later." And she hangs up. I was already asleep. Why do you think I hadn't said anything for five minutes? Seriously.

And there ya go. I don't know what kind of mood she is in. If she figured out what was pissing her off, etc. I do know she has dance in 2 hours which will make her cranky yet again because she had to get up on a Sunday. The girl needs to take a whole day off and just sleep to get her rhythm back. It will help us both. I honestly could use a break from her and everyone else today. I have to go to a prop clean up session this morning and then get rid of the van finally. This is going to be a whoop dee doo kind of day, I can tell.