Y3 D342

The drama kept unfolding yesterday and I did my best to stay the hell clear of it. I kept a respectful distance while replying appropriately to emails and texts. Sadly it did cost me a night out but that's okay as I had to be up early this morning to work on something anyway. Had I gone out I would have been in worse shape than I am this morning. That didn't come out right, I am okay this morning, just tired. Really tired for some reason. Of course for the last month I have found myself more tired than I want but that's because on some level I am still depressed about XTGF and just won't admit it fully. Or maybe I just did. Who knows.

Had the weirdest dream right before I woke up. I was in the back of an el camino but it was a submersible el camino with my mother and step father. I haven't had one of those dreams (about him) in a long while. I am always curious to know what it means even though in some ways I already do. I have many an unresolved issue with that man and while I hope to never lay eyes on him again, it would be nice to tell him off as I do whenever he makes an appearance in my dreams.

Anyway, in the back of this submersible el camino and we go through a drive through for food. They tell us to submerge and wait for our food. That's when I notice the leak in the camper shell (oh yeah, there was a camper shell) door and water starts to pour in. I ask him if he is going to fix it and he's like why it's just you back there. I hold up my laptop bag and say how about because I have a $2500 laptop back here that I need for work you fuck? We end up in an underground/underwater parking lot to wait for our food when I decide fuck this, I am walking home. Neither him nor my mother care so I get out and start walking only to realize I forgot shoes. I put on some weird loafers that don't quite fit and I start walking. After calling him every name in the book. That's about all I remember even though I can vaguely remember something before that where I was in a different car with other people and there was a pizza delivery guy in the parking garage.

Worked in the morning yesterday until I hit a wall and had to wait for the client to make DB changes. That took until 2:30 and I ended up working until 8:30 to deal with the changes. I do dislike these people who work at night and expect you to keep their schedule. Especially when on one hand I am keeping the other people's schedule. So I am up early to deal with them, then working late to deal with the other guy, and in the middle dealing with local people in my time zone. Ugh.

Kid had school and right before she left she got her IRS check in the mail. That made her feel pretty good. Made her feel like a person as she put it. She ended up walking to the train because she wanted to stop at the bank first. Made it easier for me as I didn't have to break from what I was doing.

I have already been getting emails from the client so time to work.