Oh look, it's Mother's Day. I fucking hate Mother's Day. I hated it when I was 16 and my mom was dead. I hated it when I was married to X1 because the thought of buying her presents annoyed me. I hated it with X2 because she guilted me into giving her presents and I hate it now. It's a contrived made up Hallmark holiday. I guess I should be happy I am traveling today. Of course this could go either way. I could have real easy flights or I could be on flights with everyone going to see their mothers. So I am a bit worried about today's travel. But it's a travel day which is why I am up.
Yesterday was a stay at home and rest day. I was supposed to go to a rehearsal but as I got in the car the traffic to their house was too crazy. I did not want to spend 3 hours in the car for a two hour rehearsal and lose five hours of the only weekend day I was getting. I still had some stuff to do to get ready for today and was not going to waste it. So I called them and headed back home.
I did get everything done - packing, bills, food, etc. I am ready to go. I was able to take a small nap too. The Date texted me a couple of times. I texted back but now I am going to go radio silent. I don't want things to move to quickly. I want to chill out a bit while I am out of town. Maybe exchange a couple of emails, etc. Then when I get back, we go out again and we see how it goes. I want to play this one nice and smooth as this is the first time in a while where I have gone out with someone who might be good for me in all ways not just a couple. Fingers crossed.
That's it. Time to go.
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