I am up way too early for a Saturday where I have nothing to do until 8pm. Sigh. I did wake up at 4 but at least I fell back to sleep until 6:30. Small victories.
Taught all day yesterday right up to the end point. After class went to Target. Came home, dyed and cut my hair. Had leftovers. Watched the Doctor. Went to bed. That was my day. Talked to B briefly. She had her birthday party last night and was busy cleaning and getting ready. Then people started coming over around 4 my time. I got a text from her at midnight meaning the party ended around 3 for her. I don't expect to hear from her for a while.
All these last few days have shown me is how much I need her and how much of an extrovert I am. Being in the house, empty and alone, has made me depressed. I have no interest in doing anything. Don't want to talk to anyone. My energy levels are at zero. Whatever.
Going out tonight. Hopefully that will recharge me.
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