I am in a pissy mood again. I think the stress of everything is making me cranky and annoyed with the whole world. The cat, the house, money, the wedding, everything is just pissing me off. I want to have zero contact with people otherwise I am going to be an ass towards. Too bad I still have more training to do this week. Although as of right now my servers seem to be down. Big problem. If the servers aren't up in 2 hours I have no class.
Taught yesterday onsite yesterday which made for another long day. B had the day off so needless to say when I walked through the door I was flooded with her talking about wedding stuff, this and that, and just way too much energy for me. Slow down. Back off. Let me breathe.
Talked to my sister last night. She sent over the nicest email about wanting to help us with the wedding. Totally appreciate it and will definitely use her help. It also touched B because no one on her side has offered ANY help financial or just physical in any way.
While she did a bunch of stuff on the computer, I worked on my puzzle. Got a major section completed. I won't start on the Lego kit until the puzzle is finished. Go from one puzzle to another basically. I ended up going to bed around 10:30 before her because she was making these cards to mail out to her maid of honor and bridesmaids.
It's 15+ months away. Breathe already. This whole two state wedding thing is getting on my nerves. I am about ready to tell her to just move back for six months so he has a better support group than me. I am useless in these things. I don't care what colors things are, I don't care about the cake to be honest (I don't really like most cakes), and frankly I don't know the venues enough to tell you if they suck or not. I am not a good person to be asking question of about these things.
Whatever. Time to teach. Where's my fucking server?
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